Curtain Call ........

Good Morning to one and all,

As Mom would say It is yet another beautiful day with the sun shining on our faces.

After one hell of a performance and direction, the production has come to an end. The curtain closed last night at 12:23 am, with Mom's immediate family in attendance for her finale. It was serene to find Mom finally find peace and comfort.

Thank you all for your many kind words of support and encouragement over the last 4 months, and know that Mom appreciated each and every one of you. Your care and concern is truly a testament to the woman we all love and know.

Please check www.gillettenewsrecord.com over the next couple days for services, as this will be the final posting to this blog. Condolences may be sent to Walker Funeral Home in Gillette.

Well, the lights are dimmed, the door is locked and the Marquee reads.......

Until we meet again ........

Loads of Love,
Bobby for Mom

Act II

Good morning all,

This is from Bobby;

Intermission is over and Act II has begun.

After many visits with all of Mom's Doctors both here and in Colorado, We have come to the conclusion that further treatment for her Cancer is not a viable option, as the risks and complications of treatment would cause more harm than good.

This morning Mom made the decision to have Hospice come in and take over her care, as they can and will provide the best QUALITY care for now, and Mom still gets to be in charge so it is a win-win situation for what Mom is dealing with.

Mom sends her love to each and every one of you following this blog. And I will keep you posted..............

And so Act II begins..........


Bobby for Mom

Early Thanksgiving

Dearest family and friends,
What a wonderful early Thanksgiving we had, even though our Colorado family had to go home early. The girls did a fabulous job with all the food, and Bruce smoked two turkeys. It was wonderful to be able to sit around to hear the family sing and play the organ, and piano. My little brother played for two hours which is the longest I've heard him play in years and years. the hits just keep getting better and better in the fact that Jody and his friend Riley will be here sometime this week, and Steve and Gail will be up in two weeks. Best part of the whole thing was that everyone had safe journeys. Not sure where the plan of treatment is going but hope to hear something by the end of the week, and i may be back on Chemo, that would be a good thing. Want to let everyone know how wonderful my son is, he came over Saturday with new tattoos..... front side of wrist says CANCER SUCKS, and bottom side says ILYM, he figures he needed a permanent awareness bracelet. Need to go jump in the shower, thank you again for all the cards love and prayers being sent my way!

Much Love

Linda

What a Wonderful Friday !

Good morning dear ones,

This week has been a series of ups and downs. It started Monday when my PCP, Dr. Meade, came over after work and spent about 45 minutes w/me and 45 minutes w/the family, explaining my new prognosis. Seems my liver is full of cancer ... and chemo isn't viable at this time. So, I had to make the decision to fight or forget it. Even though it would be less expensive both financialy and emotionally to give up, I've chosen to fight. I just refuse to go silently into the good night!

Aunt Johanna & Uncle Phil came up Wednesday and we've had a delightful visit with them. They do have to leave this AM, but we've enjoyed what time we've had them. Wally, Jackie, Sherri, Ralph, Kelly, Pat and Amanda came in yesterday and we're planning on an early Thanksgiving Saturday, to which we're looking forward.

Last night brought back many memories while Jerry played the piano and organ and the whole family sang. What a delight it was to lay back and listen. As a bonus, Dr. Meade called with good news. They've found a new chemo that, if I have a good weekend, they're going to try me on Monday. YES! Keep your fingers crossed & say prayers.

Well, Aunt Jo is ready for coffee, so I'm going to close and join her. Wish me luck.

Love to All,

L

I really am here

Sorry about no Blog on Friday.  As you may have surmised, it hasn't been the best of days.  I'm going to let Bobby upate u, as I'm having problems hitting the right keys.  My love to you all.

Good Morning all.... To bring you up to date. Slid back some more last week with it culminating in a trip to the ER on Friday and consequent admission. After chest CT on Sat Dr released Mom as we could do everything at home for her that they would do at the hospital, and Mom SOOOOO loves being at home. Sunday morning brought another trip to ER with her PAT (rapid pulse) that she has had for years except it went into a-fib however converted on her own. Dr sent her home with instructions in case of another attack, and lo an behold another one last nite at 11 PM. EMT came and Mom had converted due to Dad's execution of instructions by the Dr that morn. Oxygen is now in use full time in the house and Mom is resting alot more. We are hoping the lung clears up enough to start a new Cancer drug soon, but time will tell, as we are taking things in stride day-by-day.

Mom sends her love to all of you and hopes to update later this week.

L via Bobby

Things that go bump in the night

Happy Halloween!

Are you ready for the little ghosties and goblins tonight?  Can't believe it's the 31st already.  Where did October go?

This weekend wasn't one of the best we've had.  In fact, it pretty much sucked.  Jerry and the kids drained me on Friday, Saturday and Sunday ... taking off 150, 250, and 450 respectively.  The really bad part, though, was that each time we drained I would start having spasms in my left side and left shoulder as well as foot cramps in my left foot.  Tammi was also afraid the site was getting infected, so we went to Urgent Care on Saturday.  They prescribed an antibiotic as well as a muscle relaxant ... although the muscle relaxant doesn't seem to be doing a lot of good.  Just seems to me that every day I'm off chemo, I slide back a little..  Sure will be glad to get to Denver and hope they put me on something.

At any rate, Saturday just seemed to be the day from hell, culminating in a phone call at 10:30 PM from the ER.  Jerry's Mom had fallen getting out of the shower and broke her left arm just above the wrist.  We originally had someone go in at night to be with her when she showered, but she decided she didn't need that.  Needless to say, she's since changed her mind.

Well, dear ones, I'm going to close for now as my eyes are getting heavy.  Sleep has become somewhat of a distant memory, so I'm going to give it another try.  Have a wonderful week and we'll be chatting on Friday ... hopefully with better news.

All my love,

L

Glitch

Good morning once more from the Energy Capital of the Nation,

Today feels like it's going to be a good day.  I certainly hope so, as the last four days haven't been a lot of fun.  I've basically felt rotten.

We had a bit ... no not a bit ... a big glitch on Monday in my treatment.  After having my labs done early Monday morning Dr. Meade called & requested we come to see her, even though I had an appt scheduled for Tuesday with Dr. Mills and Wednesday with her.  When we got there, she met us as her door and escorted us straight to Dr. Mills, so I knew something was up.

Long story short.  My liver profile was up from 0.3 three weeks ago to 2.3 on Monday.  We knew this could happen with the chemo (Votrient) drug but I was sure hoping it wouldn't.  At any rate, I've been taken off the Votrient until we go to Denver on the 7th.  Dr. Lam's office said they may "challenge" me with the Votrient again or they may put me on a different drug, but until my liver heals I'm not on anything which really causes me concern.

Since we have to take the bad with the good, I'm hoping that whatever happens turns out to be better than the Votrient.  I do need to tell you though, I was in tears on Monday afternoon.  My wonderful family made it a lot easier on me, by all getting together and texting me at 3:30 (the time I would normally take the Votrient) with all their love.  I kept getting text, after text, after text.  That helped a lot!

On a lighter note, we have Jerry's mom all moved in to her new apt. and she really seems to like it.  We also have a birthday party to attend tomorrow afternoon at Godfather's Pizza for Tabor, Chuck's son, so we're looking forward to that.  He'll be 12 and it should be fun with lots of food and companionship.

We're excited to go to Denver, as Wally, Johanna, Jackie and Sherri are going to meet us on Sunday to visit and go to dinner.  It will be so good to see them.  While we love Gillette, we miss everyone in Southern Colorado ... although we don't miss the snow.  It avoided us this time, with only cold temps coming our way.  That's okay, though, as I'm sure we'll get our fair share.

Well dear friends and family, better close for now.  Have an awesome weekend and we'll be chatting on Monday.

Love to All,

L

Monday once more

Another good morning to you All!

What a beautiful weekend we had.  Hazel and Jerry got in about 9:00 Saturday evening and came right to the house.  Angie, Jenni, Jami and the girls were here and Hazel was happy to see everyone.  Jerry, Misti and Bobby had been telling us what a changed person she is ... and they were right.  She seems extremely happy to be here and I firmly believe she's going to be glad she made the choice to move up here with all the family.  Her home has already sold to her niece, Betty Spinuzzi, so I think that made it easier for her knowing her home of 30+ years was staying in the family.

Yesterday morning Tammi, Jerry, Hazel and I visited Primrose so Hazel could choose her apt.  She had a choice between a small one bedroom with a terrace or a larger one bedroom "suite" with an electric fireplace and cathedral ceiling.  It took awhile but she finally, thank goodness, chose the suite.  She'll be able to use the fireplace nine months a year, where the terrace she would only be able to use about three months out of the year.  Plus the fact that she loves fireplaces! 

Bobby and Misti got in about 3:00 yesterday with her furnature, etc., and the entire family (except for Hazel and I) went over and unloaded.  Then everyone except for Kaylee and Shayna came up for supper.  Tammi had fixed shredded beef for burritos, Angie a roast for French Dip sandwiches, and Jami scalloped potatoes.  Delicious.  One thing about it.  If you go hungry here it's your own fault!  Hazel really seemed to enjoy having all the family around.

Angie took very good care of me while Jerry was in Pueblo.  We went shopping Saturday and I got some new night clothes and a big, fluffy, warm robe for winter.  We were also able to get in one game of cutthroat Canasta with Tammi before Hazel and Jerry got here.  We didn't get to play Friday night because we had so many visitors.  My nieces (John's girls) stopped in Friday evening and visited about an hour.  It was sure good to see them.  I think it had been about 7 years since I last saw Jordon and Joelle.  They're no longer little girls, but young ladies.

It's going to be a good day today.  I have a 9:00 dental appt to have an impression made for an appliance which is supposed to help me stop grinding my teeth, which in turn will help the jaw pain.  Hope so, at least.  Then it's on to the lab for lab work, since I see Dr. Mills tomorrow and Dr. Meade on Wednesday.  My foot is doing great.  The PT is really helping, but my shoulder not so much.  The pain has moved from the joint down into the bicep muscle.  Dr. Conley has me coming in on Thursday for an injection, but since the pain has moved, I'm not sure that will happen.  We'll see.  All in all, I feel wonderful and am getting stronger each day.  I barely use my walker anymore ... just when I'm alone.  That feels good!

Well, need to jump in the shower.  Misti will be here at 8 to do my hair, since I can't get my arm up anymore to do the curling.  And I certainly can't go to the doctor or lab without being curled!   :-)

Love to all of you.  Have a fabulous week and we'll be chatting on Friday.

L 

It's a beautiful day

Hello Everyone and Happy Friday!

Sorry I'm so late getting this out today.  Had to see Jerry, Bobby and Misti off to Pueblo.  They're on their way to get Jerry's Mom moved up here.  She has a beautiul suite at Primrose.  She'll stay a night or two with Tammi until we can get all her furniture, etc., moved into Primrose.  Jerry is planning on having her here tomorrow afternoon.  Bobby's convinced it will be Sunday or Monday.  We'll see who's right.

Other than Monday, this has been a wonderful week.  My right foot is beginning to respond to therapy and I can walk (very well, I might add) without the walker; however, I've promised everyone that I will use it while I'm alone.  Plus keep my cell phone handy. 

Went to see the orthopedic doc, Dr. Conley, on Wednesday for my left shoulder.  She thinks I may have a torn rotator cuff.  Gave me a shot of litacane (sp?) that helped for about 2 to 2 1/2 hrs.  I'm going to call her today and set up a time next week to get a steroid injection. 

The jaw is much better.  Saw the dentist on Wednesday, as well, and she thinks by using a small appliance that fits over the two front teeth we can fix the problem.  Must call her today, too, to set up a time for impressions.

Angie and Baylee are spending the night with me tonight.  Baylee is going to the Homecoming game and Jenni and Tammi are coming up for supper, and then we can hopefully play some Canasta.  I've been staying up until 9 or 9:30 each night, with no naps during the day.  I'm getting well.  :-)  I no longer feel like a beached whale when I turn over in bed at night.

Guess I should wrap this up, go do my hair, and start working on the closet.  My clothes are just kind of thrown in there and I need to get them straightened out.

Have a great day and a beautiful weekend.  Be safe and let your loved ones know how much they mean to you at every opportunity.

Loads of Love,

L

What a difference a day makes!

Good morning one and all,

Sorry about yesterday, but I was really feeling under the weather.  After the previous six days of feeling great, I certainly can't complain, though.

We did go see Dr. Meade, at her request, so she could check out the drain site.  After carefully checking it, she declared it infection free (YES) and indicated she would check w/Dr. Mills to see if the tube could possibly be removed.  We're only going to drain every 5 days to see how much we get off, so it may be a few weeks ... but at least hope is on the horizon.

This past Sunday was one of the most wonderful days I've had in years.  Bobby and I went to church, then Sunday afternoon much of the family was here for game day.  We ordered in pizza, Angie brought a veggie tray and other munchies, and we just had a ball all day long.  The day ended on a perfect note with Jerry spontaniously playing the piano and organ for us.  It just doesn't get much better than that!

Jerry, Bobby and Misti are headed for Pueblo this coming Friday to pack up Jerry's Mom and move her up here.   We have an apt. for her at a Sr./Assisted Living (Primrose) and I know she's going to be so much happier here with all her family around her.  Angie is going to stay with me, although Jerry is very trepedious about leaving me with anyone.  As far as he's concerned, no one can take as good of care of me as he can ...  I must admit, he gives me wonderful care.

In an effort not to rival "War and Peace" guess I'll close for now.  It's great talking with you.  Have a beautiful "rest of the week" and we'll be talking again on Friday.

God's blessings to everyone.  Love ya Loads,

L

Later

Hi All,

After 6 days of feeling absolutely wonderful, today is not such a good day.  We did have a marvelous weekend and I want to share with you but probably tomorrow, not today.

Be talking with you soon.

L

Finally Friday

Good morning one and all from chilly Gillette,

Seems like it's been weeks since we visited instead of just a few days, and I just couldn't wait any longer.  There is a lot to share with you, so let's get started.

First of all, Autumn has finally arrived in all it's glory.  The trees seemed to have changed their clothes overnight from the glorious greens to the beautiful burnished colors of Fall.  Yesterday I think the high was only 57 ... with 59 expected today.  Needless to say, warmer clothes have been put to the front of the closet!

Monday turned out to be a pretty lousy day ... in fact one of the worst I've had in a long time.  I was extremely tired and just felt over-all punky.  Can't remember if I mentioned it or not, but I was having some twinges of pain in my left eye, similar to what I had in the right before surgery and radiation.  It really was scaring me because I envisioned another tumor in the left occipital lobe.

I mentioned to Jerry the left eye pain and he immediately called Dr. Mills, who ordered an MRI for late Monday morning.  After the MRI we spent an hour or so in Dr. Mills office waiting for the radiologist to read the results.  Turned out the radiologist was very unimpressed.  Remind me never to impress radiology again!  There was nothing remarkable on the MRI and he could find no new tumors, etc.  YES!!!  Dr. Mills recommended a celebratory glass of wine.

The last three days (headed for a fourth today, I believe) have been remarkable.  I've felt wonderful, strong, and been able to accomplish so much.  I had physical therapy on Wednesday and really enjoyed that.  I go in every other day for several weeks, and today is one of those days so I'm looking forward to it.  After therapy I have a massage, so life just doesn't get much better.

Received our Kokopeli shower curtain on Wednesday and it looks so nice in the main bath.  The entire theme in there is Kokopeli.  I'm hopinng to have Jenni take some pics and show me how to send them on the Blog.  I'd like for you all to see our beautiful and comfortable home.

Since I'm confident today is going to be another great day, think I'll go snuggle down for an hour or so to insure that happens.  Please have a great Friday and a wonderful weekend and we'll be talking again on Monday.

Loads and Loads of Love to you all,

L

Columbus Day

Happy Columbus Day!  For those of you who aren't working today as well as those of you who are, I hope you have a GREAT day.  Today brings to mind a fond memory that I would like to share with you.

When I was in 2nd grade our teacher, Mrs. Long (how many of you remember her?  I just loved her!)asked us to bring something related to Columbus Day for Show and Tell.  Since it was a special day our parents were invited and of course, Mama was there.  When it came my turn I walked to the front of the class empty-handed, turned and proceeded to let the class know that I was going to share a poem my Daddy always told me. 

Those of you who knew my father may remember that some of his "ditties" weren't appropriate for children, so needless to say my mother was somewhat uncomfortable and not a little worried about what would come out of my mouth.  I then proceeded to recite ... "In 1492 Columbus sailed the ocean blue so that in 1952 Mama and Daddy could have a girl like you."  Needless to say Mama was vastly relieved!  Ah memories.  What wonderful things they are.

Last night was a bit of a difficult night.  Don't know why, but I had trouble sleeping.  Jerry did too, but he had a good reason.  He didn't get up yesterday until 11 AM.  I, on the other hand, was up quite a bit earlier so it must have just been one of "tbose" nights.  At any rate, I think I'll try to get a few more zzz's in before getting cleaned up for the day.

I did hear from several of you regarding cutting back on the Blog.  We'll see what happens tomorrow.  I may not be able to stay away!

Love to you all and again, have a phenomenal day.

L

Cutting Back

A beautiful morning to all of you, once agin,

It's only 40 here this morning, but it isn't raining and the wind isn't blowing for a change.  Give it a few, though, and I'm sure that will change.

Once again I feel marvelous and quite strong.  Had a fairly decent night's sleep and I may return to the arms of Morphius once I've finished visiting with you.  I'm convinced that good rest and good food are the key ingredients to me feeling so well.  Only complaint I have right now is a rash on my torso.  When it started, just on the front, it was just there.  Didn't itch or anything.  It's now worked its way around to my back and of course itches like crazy.  Murphy's Law.  I can't reach it to scratch, so it's going to itch.  That's okay, though.  What's a little itch in the scheme of things?

I've been thinking about cutting back on the Blog to two days a week ... Monday and Friday.  After all, there are only so many ways I can express to you how well I feel.  Of course, if something of great significance occurs I will let you know without waiting until Monday or Friday.  Please give me your feedback.  I also think I might stay in bed longer on days that I'm not bloggiing.  What do you think?

Think I'll close for now and go finish cleaning out the freezer.  I started it yesterday afternoon and didn't have the "oomph" to finish.  Have a blessed Sabbeth and I'll be talking with you tomorrow.

Love to you all,

L

Wet Saturday

Greetings once more from cold Gillette,

The thermometer says it's 46 out ... but it feels moer like 32 since it's been raining most of the night.  It's a damp cold ... unusual for Gillette which is usually very arid.

Yesterday was quite a productive day.  I was able to get our address changed ... making over 20 phone calls.  I was worn out last night, though.  Too tired to do anything including cook.  Jerry had to fend for himself and I just had a Boost and 1/2 qt of Ben and Jerry's Caramel Sutra icc cream.  Yum!

Before going any further, I want to once more thank everyone for their cards, letters and prayers.  I enjoy each and every one.  My cousins, Vicki and Shelli, have been sending cards with missives in them and I really appreciate it.  In fact, Vicki sent a couple of old pics yesterday ... one of our parents and grandparents when Daddy & Aunt Betty were VERY young, and one of the entire family when I was about two.  I have these ictures in a scrapbook, but as Vicki pointed out it is sure nice to have them handy right now.

Dr. Meade called with good news yesterday.  Seems the lung xray we did on Wednesday looks "much, much better" than the previous one.  In fact, she contacted Dr. Mills to see if we could remove the lung tube; however, he wants it left in for the time being.  Better to have it and not need it than need it and not have it, hun? 

The shoulder xray shows arthritus (sp?) starting so I'll have an appt with an orthopod to see about a shot and start PT next Wednesday.  Hopefully between the two the old shoulder will straighten up.

Snce it's so early, think I'll take my meds and return to bed for an hour or so ... although I do feel wonderful this morning, but a few more snoozes should make me feel even better.

Love to you all, and enjoy your Saturday.

L

Friday once more

Good morning from blustry Gillette,

The wind is howling, it's only 36 degrees out, and this is how I remember Autumn in Gillette.  Now I truly feel home.

Upon arising this morning, I was sooooo excited!  I looked down at my feet and they actually look like feet, not hams.  Let me back up.  When we went out with John and Shauna I mentioned how my feet had been hurting and I thought it was due to walking on the hardwood floor in the kitchen and breezeway.  John suggested I start wearing houseslippers throughout the house, so Bobby took me shoe shopping yesterday.  I bought a pair of shoes for outside, as well as a wonderfully comfy pair of slippers and wore them all day.  Wahla!  No swollen feet today.  The slippers are the only thing I can attribute it to ... so thank you, thank you, thank you Johnny!  It's so nice to have my feet back.

Misti and her family brought supper last night.  We had wonderful steaks which Jerry grilled, fried potatoes and homemade veggie soup. It was delicious!  That, on top of eggs benedict at Village Inn yesterday morning, has resulted in a 1.5 lb weight gain this morning, so I guess that's a good thing.  Still having a problem accepting the fact that I'm supposed to be gaining weight instead of losing!  :-)

Well, there's still a boatload of paper work I need to finish, and I just may go back to bed for an hour or so.  Please have a phenomenal Friday and a safe and fun-filled weekend.  Remember ... people don't care what you know until they know you care.  And I know how caring each and every one of you are.

Love, hugs and kisses,

L

Wonderful Happened

Top of the Morning to You!

So ... did something wonderful happen to or for you yesterday.  I sure hope so, because it did for us.  In calling all the utilities, etc., in Colorado City to give them our new address, I talked with a friend of ours who is in the market for a home there.  She wants to look at the house, and I just have a feeling she and her husband will probably make an offer.  Keep your fingers crossed!

Yesterday was such a wonderful day, filled with love and family.  I was also able to get quite a bit of book work accomplished, although I still have a little left for today.  Then we had a delightful dinner out with John and Shauna.  They are so much fun, no matter the setting.  We went to Las Margaritas and had a marvelous meal.  They serve enough to choke a horse, and it's delicious.

Bobby is going to take me for my chest and shoulder xray this morning and then I'm hoping to stop and get some shoes and houseslippers.  The only shoes I can get on when my foot is swollen are my flip-flops ... and the weather is getting to the point where they're a little cool in the mornings.  John also told me if I'd wear houseslippers on the hard wood flooring it would save my feet, which have been hurting a little.  So ... that's the plan.

This morning, once again, I feel super strong and wonderful.  Thank God for Votrient (my chemo med).  I'm anxious to see what the chest xray shows but won't know for about a week and a half when I see Dr. Meade again.  I'll let you know.  Am hoping the tumors in the lung have shrunk considerably.  I'll be surprised if they haven't.

Since its only 4 AM, guess I'll close for now and go back to bed for an hour or so.  Have a fantastic day and we'll be talking tomorrow.

God Bless,

L

Lazy Bones

Hello again, cherished family and friends,

Will you look at the time?  Guess I'm becoming a real lazy bones, sleeping in this late.  But it feels so good!

Yesterday was the best day I've had since prior to the diagnosis.  I was stronger and more pain-free than I've been in over two months.  In fact, if I hadn't known better I'd have sworn I was totally cured.  Only  used my walker in the late afternoon/evening when I started to wear down.  I was even able to walk up the 7 stairs on the deck, with help from Jerry of course.

Don't feel quite as strong, etc., this morning due to some neck, back, and leg pain.  But it feels like it's muscular and nothing a good chiropractor couldn't help.  I'm just afraid to press my luck.  Dr. Mills gave permission for massage therapy ... don't want to push my luck with a request for chirpractic.  Guess I'll make another massage appt.

Tammi and Misti spent most of the day with us yesterday, and Jerry and Bruce worked on the deck.  It's just about finished and does it ever look nice.   I have a feeliing we're going to be spending a lot of time out there during nice weather.  What am I saying?  We're already spending a lot of time enjoying the sunshine, trees, etc.

Tammi is healing from her mishap with the horse on Sunday, although yesterday was the third day and she was having more pain than on Monday.  She's going to try to go to work today; however, she'll stay in the office and not go to the field.  I told her she should take it easy one more day, but she's so dedicated.  Insisted she could go in.  We'll see what happens.

We have to run to the hospital today for lung and shoulder xrays.  Other than that I'm spending the day doing the book work I was hoping to get done yesterday.  We're going out to eat with John and Shauna this evening, so don't have to worry about what's for supper. 

We had Deluxe Cheeseburger Soup last night for Tammi, Bruce and Jenni.  Bobby, Angie and Baylee also came over and had supper.  They had a water leak day before yesterday which ruined their floor in the kitchen, dining, laundry, and bathrooms so had a service there drying things out.  Ah, the joys of homeownership!

Guess it's time to get busy, empty the dishwasher, get cleaned up, etc.  Have a beautiful day and, provided there are no technical problems, I'll be visiting with you tomorrow.

Loads and Loads of Love,

L

Something Wonderful

Good Morning All,

Please indulge me for a few minutes on this glorious morning.  Put your head back, close your eyes, empty your thoughts and let the spirit come into your mind.  Can you feel it?  Something wonderful is going to happen today, I just know it.  Don't know what or when, but something.  So look for it.  You'll know it when you see it.

Hold on just a second, would you please?  Time to take my morning meds.  Be right back ... Okay, that's done until 5 tonight. 

My good friend, Lamie, sent the following to me which I feel compelled to share with all of you.  Thank you so much, Lam.  Beautiful!

"May today there be peace within. May you trust that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith in yourself and others.. May you use the gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content with yourself just the way you are. Let this knowledge settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of us."

I can't think of a better note on which to end this missive.  Please have a glorious day and never doubt how much I cherish your love and friendship.

L

Start of another week

Hola once more from balmy Gillette WY where it is currently 57 degrees, on its way to 86.  Can't believe it!

Yesterday started out magnificently, with Tammi, Jerry and me hanging pics, putting books in the book shelves, etc.  Angie brought her folks, Judy and Cecil, out for a visit in the afternoon and then, about 2 or 2:30, the day started downhill.

Once more the ambulance had to be called to Hitt Drive.  Not for me this time, but for Tammi.  Believe me, I would much prefer it had been for me!  I thought she had gone home to study.  Not so.  Instead she opted to go riding on her mustang, Gus, which she had inadvertenly won at an auction several years ago.  That's another story for another time.

Long story short, Gus spooked, Tammi hit the ground acquiring a great deal of road rash, very painful hip and ribs.  Good news is, nothing is broken.  Bad news is, she's in a lot of pain.  Didn't get back from ER until after 10 last night.  They had problems w/her blood pressure, which kept bottoming out every time she would try to stand.  I'm anxious to get down this morning to see how her night went.

I feel just pheomenal today.  Yesterday, after Tammi's trauma, I could feel the energy leaching (or is it leechig?) out of my body.  Amazing what stress and worry can do.  I choose, though, to have today be a good day and know that I'm getting stronger each day.

We have 8:30 and 9:30 appts with our new PCP, Dr. Meade, this morning so I'm going to close and go get my shower.  Seems like it takes me at least twice, if not three times, as long to get ready anymore.

Have a superb Monday and I'll be talking with you again tomorrow.

Loads of Love,

L

Two in One

Hello again dear friends and family,

Please accept my apologies for not visiting with you yesterday.  I had some technical issues, the least of which was the fact that I couldn't get logged on to Blog.  Then Jerry had to take the computer with him when he and Bruce went out to the lake (Keyhole) to help some friends work on their new home.  He needed the computer to design stairs, etc.  Hopefully Jenni has the problem corrected with the Blog and we won't run into the problem again.

Both Friday and yesterday were wonderful days.  Bruce and Jerry got the majority of the east deck built on Friday and we went out and watched the sunrise yesterday morning.  I'm still in awe of the fact that this is the first of October in Wyoming.  It felt like almost 90 degrees yesterday and is supposed to be every bit as nice today.  Wow!  What a difference 17 years can make.

Yesterday was such a delightful day.  Spent the day with Tammi who really kicked butt with the boxes in the house.  In fact, everything in the kitchen, dining room and living room is in place.  Feels like home.  The china hutch is done!  And there are no boxes anywhere to be seen (just don't look in the spare bedroom or downstairs).  It feels so wonderful.  Last night we turned on all the lights in the china hutch and entertainment center while we had dinner with Tammi and Bruce.  It was wonderful.  As a bonus, Tammi and I were able to have good, quality time together which we haven't had an opportunty to do the last two months.

Brandon's grandmother, Marie, came up for about an hour and we had a marvelous visit.  She is 81 years young and battling her own health problems, taking chemo every three weeks.  Please keep her in your prayers.  She is such a delightful lady and needs those prayers sent her way.

It seems I'm improving each and every day.  I'm getting stronger and am able to walk quite a distance without my walker, although I don't do it when Jerry's around as he has a tendency to get a little grumpy with me when he sees me take off without it.  He's just being protective and I appreciate that.

My prayer is that you and yours are all well and happy.  Once again, to quote my precious sister, be kind to yourself.  Have a wonderful Sunday and I'll be visiting with you again tomorrow, provided there are no technical difficulties.

Love to you all,

L

TGIF!

Happy Friday all,

Welcome to another day of Linda's incredible journey.  The early morning eye appt yesterday was VERY well worth it.  Dr. Jordon examined me and said he would send the new lens back for a refund, as my vision is 20/20 with my old glasses ... and no double or blurred vision.  He was quite surprised and pleased, as you can well image were we.  Actually I wasn't surprised since I've been seeing so well for about two weeks, just very pleased.  Either the radiation, chemo or a combination of both has been working on "Tramp" (tumor in my right orbit).  We'll find out when we go to Denver in November (poetic, hun?) whether they are able to remove it or not. 

Angie and Baylee came over yesterday afternoon and really made a dent in the boxes, putting together the entertainment center.  Then Jared and a friend of his came by and took a bunch to the basement, stuff we don't need right now.  Hopefully by Monday all boxes will be empty and our home will be completely put together.  I'm hoping to get all the crystal put away today.

My hair is now manageable.  I went to Jeff yesterday and he really straightened it out.  In fact, both sides are even.  Bonus!

Well, that's pretty much it for today.  I'm feeling marvelous, once again, and continuing to get stronger every day.  Have a beautiful day and I'll be talking with you tomorrow.

Loads of Love,

L

Short One

What a blessed morning.  It's a little cool in Gillette City, and not supposed to get out of the 60's today, but then back into the 80's tomorrow so we certainly can't complain!  It just doesn't seem possible that this is the end of September.  Where have the last two months gone?

Check out the time.  It was a great night, filled with wonderful sleep,  I feel like a million bucks today.  No, wait.  I feel like a hundred million dollars this morning.  Just as soon as I finish this I'm going to jump in the shower and get cleaned up, since we have a 7:45 eye appt.  What motivated me to make such an early appt, you ask?  It was the only time Dr. Jordon could see me for several weeks and I wanted to get my new lens.  Since I haven't had any double vision in almost two weeks, felt it was important to see him before he put the "shield" on the right lens to correct that. Make sense?  Yes, I thought so too.  Brain surgery hasn't dulled my senses.  :-)

We had Jami and her family to dinner last night.  Fixed tater tot casserole and jello w/fruit.  We also had the rest of Shauna's fabulous California slaw.  Shauna, I really need to get that recipe from you.  i
 think I told all of you, I don't care of cole slaw as a rule, but this is fabulous!

PLEASE MAKE NOTE:  Jerry and I both have new cell numbers.  His is 307-670-2798 and mine is 307-696-5610.  Also, in case you don't have it, our new address is 1000 Hitt Drive, Gillette, WY 82718.  The old Verizon numbers will no longer be good after about 9:00 today.

Well dear friends and family, better go get cleaned up since it takes me twice as long to do anything!  Have a glorious day and I'll be visiting again with you tomorrow, good Lord willing.

Love, hugs and kisses,

L

Happy Hump Day

What a great day! 

Bobby and Angie were here yesterday and got so much unpacked.  Bobby was able to empty, I don't know how many boxes of books.  He  completely filled the long bookcase that had been in our family room in Colorado City and is now in our living room.  It was so great to see all of my friends when I got up this morning.  Then, Angie made a significant dent in all the kitchen boxes.  It's all coming together.  I think by the end of the week all of the boxes will be unpacked and I can start rearranging.

After paying bills this morning, I'm going to start on unloading crystal and getting the china hutches finished.  That will REALLY make me feel better ... although I'm feeling pretty durn good right now.

Yesterday was an extremely busy day.  I had a massage and she really worked on my left shoulder.  It felt so good when I left the Salon ... and not so good last night.  The muscles were a little grumpy for being manipulated, but it was worth it.  We had several other appts so I was a little weary last night, but slept well.  Perhaps that's the answer to a good night sleep.  DO SOMETHING during the day, Linda.  Oh wait.  I am doing something ... I'm getting well.  :-)\

Well, Jerry's up and ready to pay bills, so I'd better close.  Have a beautiful Wednesday and we'll be visiting tomorrow.

Love to All,

L

50th Blog

Good morning on this beautiful day!

As you can tell, I'm running a little late day.  I actually tried to Blog at 4:30 this morning but wasn't able to get a connection, so I chose to empty a couple kitchen boxes and put glasses away, then went back to bed and didn't get up until about 10 minutes ago.  Even though I'm not sleeping through the night (getting up 2-3 times) the sleep I'm getting is good and restful.  It's helping me heal.

Misti and Bobby were here yesterday and then Bruce came up and put the china hutches back together, so this afternoon I need to get my crystal put up.  We have a VERY busy morning.  My new glasses are in, so we need to stop by Dr. Jordon's to pick them up, then go to DMV and the County Clerk to get new tags for the vehicles, 10:15 massage (postponed from yesterday), and meet w/financial advisor at 1:00 this afternoon.  I may be ready just to nap when we get home ... although based on the way I feel right now, I'll be busy unpacking.  Can ya tell?  I feel fabulous!

Have to share with you.  We've posted two signs on the door. One says "We believe in miracles" and the other one "Please bring only positive thoughts into our home.  Thank you."  So, yesterday we called the SO to have a deputy come do the VIN checks on the vehicles.  It just happened to be the same deputy who was here with the EMT's last week when I had to go to ER.  When Bobby answered the door he said "I'm here to do a positive  VIN check."  I thought that was really special of him!

It's getting late and since it takes me just a bit longer to get cleaned up than it used to, I'd best close for now.  Have a phenomenal day and I'll try to visit with you a little earlier tomorrow.

Loads of Love,

L

I know it's early

Hi Everyone,

As you may surmise, it's been a long and somewhat difficult night.  I've been awake every 1 1/2 - 2 hours since 7:30 with a massive headache.  I'm hoping it's caused from my neck and that the massage this morning at 10:15 will take care of it.  If not, guess we'll call the doc and see what he thinks.  I sure hope it isn't from any of the brain tumors, but I don't think so.  In fact, on a good note, the soft tissue tumors on my leg and arm seem to be shrinking, as well as the hard tumor on my breast.  If they're shrinking, bet the rest of the bad boys are too.  :-)  I'm convinced the chemo is working and when we go to Denver in November, Dr. Lam will be amazed!  I'm telling you all right now, with the help of our Heavenly Father, I plan on being her miracle patient.

Yesterday was a very productive day around the Wade house.  Not for me, of course, as all I did was sit and observe.  The rest of the family, however, got all of our furniture in plus probably 500 boxes filled with books, crystal, kitchenware, etc.  My sister-in-law, Shauna, brought supper for everyone and we could actually have fed another 25-50 people.  She fixed homemade chili, veggie soup, rolls, corn bread, and a pheomenal California coleslaw.  I don't like coleslaw, but hers was wonderful. 

Sitting and looking at the massive wall of boxes this mornig, I'd love to jump in and start unpacking but I won't.  I know how much trouble I'd be in with everyone if I did that.  They won't let me do anything except direct.  Bobby is off the next three days and he and Angie have volunteered to come over and unpack for us.  I know I keep repeating myself, but we are so very blessed to have such a wonderful family ... as well as wonderful friends.

Think I'll close for now and see if I can get a little more sleep.  Please have a beautiful day and a wonderful week and I'll be visiting with you tomorrow.

Love and Hugs,

L   


 

On the 7th Day He Rested

Good morning on this, the Lord's Day,
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There probably won't be a lot of resting around the Wade house today.  Tammi, Bruce and Bobby got in from Colorado City with the last loads around 11 last night, so there will be lots of activity later getting everything moved in.  We are deeply in debted to our friends, Frank and Kathy Timmons, Jerry McDonald, and cousin Pat McGowan for all the help they provided to the kids in packing up Friday and Saturday.  Kathy even made her famous burritos and green chili for them.  Thank you so much!  Wish there were more words to express our appreciation for all the help ... I just don't know what they are.

Confession time.  Yesterday I was somewhat concerned because I was feeling a little ... for lack of a better word ... punky.  Felt pretty weak and just not as invincible as I had been feeling.  I'm sure it was due to the two previous busy days with late nights.  Okay, so 10:00 is now late for me.  What can I say?  At any rate, today is a whole new story.  I feel strong, invincible and pretty much on top of the world. 

We spent yesterday morning at John and Shauna's visiting with Barb, Steve and Gail before Barb flew home.  Had a marvelous breakfast!   John made pancakes and Shauna served a great quiche.  When John and Steve returned from the airport, they were really steamed.  Seems Security decided that Barb, a 79 year-old white haired lady on oxygen, looked like a terrorist.  They did the full body scan, etc.  According to John,  everyone at the airport was disgusted with her treatment.  When I called her last night to ask why she hadn't left her turbine here, she said it was her choice.  She could either give up her O2 for 10 minutes or have the scan.  She chose the scan.

Steve and Gail will be leaving today; however, they are coming by for an hour or so before they head home.  It's been so nice having them here and being able to talk about everything under the sun.  I really appreciate them making the long trip to see us.

Well dear ones, I'm going to pack it in and go lay down for an hour or so before getting cleaned up.  Have a blessed Sunday and we'll be chatting tomorrow.

Love Ya Loads,

L

Another Great Day

Greetings to all this beautiful morning,

With much joy and happiness, I am reporting another wonderful day yesterday.  Gail and Steve got in about the time we expected them and we spent an hour or so visiting.  Then off we went to the Prime Rib where Barb treated the 7 of us to wonderful steak dinners.  We had a delightful time eating, visiting, laughing, and just generally enjoying one another.  Sure wish Sherry and Leo could have been with us!

Want to take time out here to thank our Heavenly Father for the safe journies Gail and Steve had, as well as watching over Bobby, Bruce, and Tammi, who arrived in Colorado City yesterday afternoon to pack the rest of our house there and bring it home tomorrow.  He has been so diligent in protecting our loved ones on the road and for that we are truly and humbly greatful.  God is good.

We're going to go to John and Shauna's this morning to visit (and for some of Johnny's world-famous pancakes), then John will take Barb to the airport so she can fly home to Farmington.  It's been wonderful haveing her here and we're greatful she was able to spend this time with us.

After War and Peace yesterday, I think I'll wrap this up and go get a little more "shut-eye."  After all, I've been up past 10 two nights in a row!  Love to all and you have a phenomenal day.

L

A slight blip

Good Morning and Happy Friday to Everyone!

It's going to be a phenomenal day.  I slept through the night and feel like a million bucks.  What a difference cutting my steroid in half in the evening makes.  It feels really good to sleep through the night and be able to dream.

After visiting with you early yesterday morning we had a slight problem around 4 AM.  I went into PAT/SVT (very rapid heart beat to the tune of about 180 beats per minute).  I awakened Jerry and was, fortunately, able to convert myself w/caratode (sp?) massage, cold water to the face and back of the neck, bearing down, etc.  As most of you know, I've had this off and on for about 28 years. 

The bad part was,  it hit again while I was fixing breakfast at 6 AM.  When I saw stars and felt ye olde heart start beating like crazy again, was I ever PO'd!  Jerry, having had all the fun he could stand, called 911 and a parade of EMT's, the Fire Dept, and a Sheriff's Deputy all showed up within 10 minutes of the call and converted me on-scene with medication.  Then away to the hospital we went in the ambulance.  The hospital checked me out, everything was fine, and I swear we were home before the emergency team could get their paper work filled out.

Our Granddaughter, Jenni, showed up  right behind the ER personnel and seeing the relief on Jerry's face to have a family member there brought home to me what a wise decision it was to move to Gillette.  While I do miss Colorado City and our mountain, this is home.  The family support is priceless.

Spent yesterday afternoon visiting with my step-mother, Barb, and then we had 17 family and friends over and Barb bought pizza for us all.  I was even up until 10:00.  Lastest I've made it since before surgery.

Tammi and Bruce's friends, Sally and Rick, are visiting from Arizona and they came over as well.  Sally has been battling bladder cancer for 7 years and is now a cancer survivor advocate.  What an inspiration she is.  When I finish visiting with you I am going to get on the Internet to see what I can find for kidney cancer survivors.  I can't think of a better use of time than to try to help someone else cope with a renal cell cancer diagnosis.

My brother and sister-in-law, Steve and Gail, will be here from Westcliffe tonight and Barb is taking us (John and Shauna, Jerry and me and Steve and Gail) out to eat at The Prime Rib, one of the two great steakhouses in Gillette.  Sure wish our big sis Sherry and her Leo were here to join us ... however, they will be with us in spirit.

This has turned out to be a mini War and Peace, which wasn't intended when I started.  There's just so much to share with you.  I continue to get stronger each and every day and so appreciate all the cards, thoughts, prayers and love being sent my way.  Have a fabulous day and I'll be chatting with you tomorrow.

Loads and Loads of Love,

L   

Another Early One

Hi All,

Just couldn''t wait to share with you the phenomenal news we received yesterday when we visited Dr. Mills.  Every thing is great!  My lab numbers are perfect and Dr. Mills just kept saying "this is so exciting."  I think he's pretty impressed with how well I'm doing.  I even tooled around in the wheelchair all by myself once we got to the Cancer Center.  I'm able to motive without my walker much of the time, even tho it scares Jerry to no end.  I wouldn't do it if I weren't confident I'm not going to fall.

We had a wonderful visit with Barb yesterday and even went to John and Shauna's for some awesome grilled chicken breasts last night for supper.  Delicious!  John grilled the chicken (pork chop for Jerry, since he says chicken is foul) and Shauna made sauted veggies that were out of this world!  Tonight everyone is coming here and we'll order in pizza.  One thing about my family.  You can NEVER go wrong with pizza.

This has been a really good night, with most of it spent in bed.   I've even had a couple dreams for the first time since surgery.  Quite honestly, I plan on hitting the hay again after I've finished this.  Feels good to be able to sleep!

Dr. Mills also told me I could have a massage.  John and Shauna's massage therapist is out of town on a family emergency until Monday, so I texted Tammi to get the name of her massage therapist of whom she thinks so highly.  I know that will make me feel great and am really looking forward to it.

Well dear ones, that''s about all the good news I can think of right now.  Keep the prayers coming, because believe me they certainly are being answered.  Love to you all and perhaps, tomorrow, it will be a little later in the day before I visit with you.

Have a beautiful Thursday.

L

Early, early morning post

It's really early and I hope I haven't awakened anyone (that's a joke, guys) but the spirit has moved me to visit with all of you.

Yesterday was such a wonderful day.  Jerry and I even went to Home Depot to find blinds for the east and north windows.  We did find them, such as they are, and will make do until we can have some custom blinds made.  At least they'll keep the morning sun out of our eyes.  At any rate, it was another first ...  The first shopping excursion after diagnosis. 

Jerry and Bruce also started the east deck.  We currently have no way out of the front of the house, but once the deck is built it will be wonderful to sit out there in the evenings ... until the snow flies at least.  Jerry's also anxious to get it done so that he can take Saturn for walks out that door.  He doesn't want to use the back door, which everyone uses, because that will then become Saturn's door and he'll think he can walk out anytime he wants to do so.  NOT!  He's still an indoor kitty and he and Venus will stay that way.  I can just imagine them getting out amongst the horses and antelope.

Just heard the lonesome sound of a coal train going through Gillette.  Our old home on Nogales Way was about 2 miles from the tracks ... our new home is about 5 miles.  Even at that, it's a lonesome sound and reminds me of an old Roger Miller song.

Jerry put another pain patch on for me about 11:00 last night.  The one we put on Sunday only lasted about 60 hours, rather than 72.  The patch  is a miracle.  Have a slight headache, but can certainly live with that. 

I think I must be excited because I'm just not sleepy.  Barb flew in from Farmington last night and is staying at John and Shauna's and I'm happy that we'll be able to get together tomorrow and visit up a storm.  Had originally planned to have Jerry pick her up and bring her over in the AM; however,since we have an 11:30 appt w/Dr. Mills, we'll probably just go over there to visit then after the appt go pick her up and bring her back to the house.

Bruce and Bobby are leaving bright and early Friday morning to go to Colorado City and load the rest of our furniture, etc.  Tammi will join them, and we're contacting several friends to see if they'll help them load on Saturday.  We've already talked w/Jerry McDonald (our wonderful yard man) and Jerry's going to try to get in touch w/Steve Cooter and Frank Timmons to see if they can help on Saturday.  (Be prepared for a phone call, guys).

Well, the old eyes are beginning to tire out again, so I'd better wrap this up for now.  Have a beautiful day and again, as my big Sis would say, be gentle with yourselves.

Loads of Love,

L

This is the day which the Lord has made. Rejoice and be glad in it.

Good morning everyone!  Tom, it's great to hear from you and Lam, I love Sills quote.  She's an awesome lady.  Wish I could sing like she does.

It was a blustery night in Gillette with the wind coming in from the north about 8:00 PM and it didn't die down until around 3:30 - 4:00  this morning.  I'd forgotten how the wind could blow here.  No,  that's not true.  The wind always blows in Wyoming ... but not at 97 miles an hour like it can in Walsenburg.  It really was nice going to bed and listening to the horses neigh and the wind blow through the cottonwoods.

Had some great news when I stepped on the scales this morning.  I've gained another 1 1/2 lbs., up to 138.  Jerry had been saying he needed to buy me some smaller clothes, but at this rate he'll have to get bigger ones.  :-)  Perhaps the 2 pints of Ben and Jerry's Karamal Sutra ice cream over the last two days has something to do with the weight gain?   Not to mention the 4 bottles of Boost each day!  All I know is that I'm getting stronger each and every day and I'm not looking a gift horse in the mouth.

We're going to the hospital for lab tests today, then venturing to Home Depot to see if we can find some blinds for the east and north windows in the living room and dining room.  Talked with the "Blind Man" yesterday and it will be 3 weeks before they can have blinds here for us, so we'll go with Home Depot, hopefully.  That is, if we can find anyone working there today!  Okay, that wasn't nice, but it is so often true.

Well, better close for now and feed the kitties.  My love to all of you and keep smiling.  Makes everyone wonder what you've been up to.  :-)

Loads of Love,

L

Almost Fall

Happy Monday Everyone!

What a wonderful Sunday we had.  Angie and Bobby made supper for us and Tammi and Bruce joined the four of us.  Angie made spiral glazed ham, green bean casserole, scalloped potatoes and salad and I must confess that I ate like a harvest hand!  Glad to report that I also gained a pound today.  Yes! l'm still having a problem accepting that I WANT to gain weight.  After 59 years of trying to lose, it still doesn't always compute.  :-)

We spent quite a bit of time outside yesterday enjoying the sunshine and fresh breeze.  It was a beautiful day.  Good news is that I felt so wonderful and only had to take about 3 small power naps.  The rest of the time I was up and enjoying the wonderful day and my phenomenal family.  I'm just so very, very blessed.

Wish you could all see how strong I'm getting.  I haven't had to "count" to rise from my chair and/or walker in ages.  Four Boosts a day may have something to do with that.  I can also walk very well without the walker but don't tell Jerry.  He gets really bent out of shappe when I walk off and leave it.  I'm careful, though.  Don't want to fall!

Tammi and the girls went through my closet yesterday afternoon with me and I was so happy she was able to find a couple outfits to wear to work.  She has to work in Denver this week (leaving at 8:00 this morning), and I had quite a few outfits that I've outgrown which I think will be very nice for her in the "big city."

This is going to be a busy week for us, too.  Lab work tomorrow; Dr. Mills Wednesday; fitting for a brace for my right foot (dropsy?) Thursday, and hopefully my new glasses on Friday.  Oh, that's another really good thing.  I haven't had double vision in about four days.  Everything is one.  Don't know if it's due to radiation, chemo, or what ... and don't really care.  I'll take it!

Well dear ones, again have a marvelous Monday and a super week and I'll be chatting with you tomorrow.  All my love too everyone!

L

Sunday 9/18

What a great night!  We were able to make Devil's Tower for Johnny's birthday party and spent about 2 hours there.  Turned out to be a beautiful evening, even though it rained most of the day yesterday here in Gillette.  Upon turning in I slept  like a baby.  Just getting stronger and stronger every day.  I can even walk without my walker, but Jerry gets bent out of shape when I do.  I know he's right ... and I like to do things on my own.  Just a little bit independent and stubborn.  I am very careful, however, because I definitely don't want to fall.

The party had a very good turn-out with a number of John and Shauna's friends and family there.  Got to see and visit with her Dad, Harold, as well as meet their grandchildren.  It was really great to be able to be a part of such a significant event.  Not every day your little brother turns 50, acts 40 and looks 30.  (You're welcome, Johnny.)

We're looking forward to next weekend when Barb, Steve and Gail will be here to visit.  This will be Steve and Gail's first visit to Gillette, so we'll get to "show them the ropes."  If you've never seen a strip coal mine, it's rather awesome sight and I know Jerry will enjoy showing them around.  Steve sent a beautiful prayer that his dentist (my former dentist, Dr. Berry) shared with him.  Thank you so much for sending that, Steve.  It is beautiful.  BTW, you DON'T have to wait until Saturday to come by.  When you get into town, we're on the south side so please stop in.  I'm anxious to see you.

Well dear friends and family, little Venus is being a PITA this morning, trying to lay on the keyboard, etc., so I think I'll sign off for now.  Have a blessed Sunday and I'll be talking with you tomorrow (provided I don't think of something else I need to say today).  :-)

Love to All,

L

Addition to Saturday's Blog

Couple of things I forgot to mention.  First of all, we're having a glorious sunrise in Gillette this morning.  The eastern sky is fuschia with just enough of a breeze to ruffle the cottonwood leaves.  I'd forgotten how many trees were around the old homestead.

Second ... yes I do read the comments and appreciate each and every one.  There were a couple questions about "Harold and Ruth's house" that we've moved into.  Harold and Ruth were our  son-in-law's parents who passed away last year.  The house is on the original homestead and stands sentinal over the land.  Tammi and Bruce, Jami and Brandon, Jenni,  and Bruce's brother Joe and his family all have homes within a mile radius of the homestead, so we look out over all the ranch.  It is really nice, with lots of trees.  Can't see the mountains, but we have a wonderful view of Gillette and the beautiful lights.

Again, please keep the comments coming.  I love hearing from each one of you.

Good Days

Happy Saturday All ~~~ This is the day of the big test!  Hoping to feel like traveling to Devil's Tower for Johnny's 50th celebration.  And I believe that is a goal I'm going to meet, based on how good I feel right now.   This will be the first of three goals I've set.  The second goal is to be able to make it down to CSVNH for the Veterans Day program and sing Boogie Woogie with the girls.  That will be in November, so keep your fingers crossed.  I'm also hoping Jerry and I can make it to the Oregon Coast with my sis and bro next ?August?  We'll see.  Need to establish some other goals between now and then.  We'll see.  One day at a time, you know.

The last three days have really been good.  Yesterday I was even able to make dinner for Jerry and me.  I fixed chili and fried potatoes (even if I did forget to brown the meat before doing the chili.)  At least it was edible.  Not the best chili I've ever made, but at least I made it!  I'm  getting stronger every day.  Went outside and sat in the sun about three times yesterday, and that felt so good.  I even took a tub bath and soaked.  Heavenly!!!

Can't remember if I've shared my beer drinking with you.  I've discovered an affinity for dark beer in the afternoons after taking my chemo.  Dr. Mills has given his approval, so every afternooon I have a bottle of Moose Drool or some other dark beer.  I understand Guinness Stout is  really good, so our Bruce is going to get some for me to try.  I've really never been a beer drinker, but it seems to soothe the way for the chemo.  Whatever works, hun?  Oh and by the way, the blood pressure seems to be resolving itself, so things are good.

Well, I've rattled on enough this morning.  Please have a beautiful day and know how much I love you all.

L

Friday Fog

Good morning All!  What a beautiful day ... with fog in Gillette which reminds me of London.  Last night was a wonderful night ... slept  most of the way thru except for taking about 2 hours out to watch West Side Story.  Replacing the pain patch yesterday morning must have really done the trick, because I slept from 9:00 until 2:00, then from 4:00 until 6:00.  It just doesn't get much better than that!

Today and tomorrow  are going to be days of rest so that we can go to Johnny's 50th birthday bash at Devil's Tower tomorrow night.  It's about an hour and a half drive over there, so I want to be well-rested.  It's not every day my baby brother turns 50.  Hold on ... Just dawned on me that I need to take my morning pills.  Be right back.

Okay.  That little chore is accomplished.  Isn't it amazing how many things we take for granted?  Just being able to stand by myself is an accomplishment.  I feel like I'm getting stronger every day and able to do more and more.  The Lord is being so very good to me and I thank Him each and every day for the things He's giving me.

Well dear friends and family, I'm going to sign off for now and just say how much I love and appreciate each and every one of you.  Have a phenomenal day and keep those prayers coming.

Loads of Love,

L

Back At Last

I've so missed talking with all of you the last couple weeks.  We finally got the new email set up and hopefully there won't be any more missed days for the Blog. 

The last days have been very eventful.  Biggest problem stilll remains blood pressure.  Monday we had to go to ER w/a readng of 196/120.  Dr. Mills,  my oncologist here iin Gillette, prescribed a pain patch that lasts 3 days.  Didn't realize I was in pain, until I put the patch on and the pain took off.   I did learn that pain will drive the pressure up.  Just need to keep it under control.  BTW, we think the world of Dr. Mills.  He's great!

Spent about 2 hours with Dr. Jordon yesterday who is  a fantastic optomologist.  He's confident, as am I, that he can help get rid of the double vision for me.  That will be a Godsend.  Which reminds me, please forgive any misspelling, etc., in this as Jerry had to take my glasses in to Dr. Jordon's office so they could get a few more measurements.  Consequently, I'm using my sunglasses to see ... which isnt the best solution but it's the only one I have.  Just need the glasses to see,  you know.  :

One of my goals is to be able to go to Devil's Tower on Saturday for Johnny's 50th birthday celebration.  Consequently I'm going to be doing a lot of resting today and tomorrow.  I will, though, do the Blog tomorrow morning ...  provided I get on the darn thing!

Well, better sign off for now.  Love to you all and as my wonderful sister says, be gentle with yourselves.

L

It's Early

Another early blog ... simply because I'm up and want to chat with all of you.  Happy Thursday ... and by the way I hope your long Holiday weekend was wonderful.  Seems like after Labor Day it's all about work for awhile.  As it should be.  All play makes Jack or Jill as the case may be a dull boy or girl.  Okay.  Let's try dull awhile.  :-)

Yesterday was truly an amazing day, as anticipated.  We (Jerrry, Bobby and I) met Dr. Mills and the staff at the Cancer Center and they were wonderful.  Dr. M. spent over 2 hours with us and then called not once but twice yesterday afternoon.  He prescribed mouth lozenges for my sore mouth that, as you might recall, is really the only complaint I have.  Even after one dose, it seems to be better.  Life is good.  I'm getting stronger every day and feeling better and better.  After only 3 chemo treatments I believe that the healing has begun.  And I'm very  happy to report virtually no side effects as yet.  Keep your fingers crossed.

After leaving the hospital we dropped by Holy Trinity and met our new Priest, Father Tom.  He is a kick!  It was a true delight and privilige to take the Holy Euchrist with my husband and son.  I feel so washed in the Blood of our Savior and I know He will see me through.

Oops.  Sorry.  Just closed my eyes for a sec and fell asleep.  Will try to do better.

Sherry and Misti got in from Colorado City with Venus and Saturn about 10:30 last night.  Jerry met them at the Grandparents House and tried to get them settled in.  We did send Misti home to her family and Sherry is here at John and Shauna's; however, Jerry left about 20 minutes ago to check on the kids in their new and strange surroundings.  I'm going to get ready and try to get over there fairly early so they know Mom's here, too.  Evidently little Miss Venus is already exploring; however, Saturn is just worried.  I know they'll adjust.  It will just take time.

Well, the old eyes are getting droopy again, so I'd better wrap this up.  Much love to all and I'll be talking with you again, soon.

Have a superlative day.

L

PS - Many, many thanks to Aunt Johanna, Uncle Phil, Patrick, Jerry McDonald and everyone else who worked so hard to get us to Gillette.  Words are inadequate and until you're better paid, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!

Things should start hopping

Good morning all,

Sorry it's a little early this morning, but we have a busy day today.  Have to be a the cancer center at 07:45 to fill out paper work and meet Dr. Mills who will be resuming my care from Dr. Lam.  Dr. Lam called yesterday to see how things were going and while she's still going to be the main director for the production, we won't have to make as many trips to Denver with Dr. Mills being here.  I'm also anxious too to see if Dr. Mills might be a shirt-tail relation.  Our grandparents were Mills from Missouri.

I spoke with Father Tom at my home church here in Gillette yesterday and he's going to meet Jerry, Bobby and I at the church after the dr. appointment for communion.  It's been way too long since I had communion in my Episcopal church and I'm looking forward to it.  Turns out the Church has purchased property from Bruce and Tammi, and they both speak very highly of Father Tom.  I'm looking forward to meeting him.

Not sure whether its the lower altitude, being with family, being force fed or what, but my strength seems to be returning by leaps and bounds.  Of course, I'm going to be as round as I am tall (can you believe four milk shakes in two days?) but it really seems to have helped.  And of course, my precious little brother is only too happy to have someone drink a milk shake with him nightly.  Swears Mama always told him ice cream was the perfect food. Hold on just a sec, please.  Need to grab a blanket for my feet.

Ah.   That's better.  Okay.  Where was I?  We had a great time last night.  Bought a boat-load of steaks and had steak, fresh (big) corn on the cob, salad, and roasted jalapino peppers.  It was great, with most of the family here.  Everyone kept insisting I eat more and more and more ... and I guarantee you I won't be doing that again anytime soon.  I ate so much I was miserable.  BTW, sis, there is a LOT of steak left, so you'll defnitely get as much as you want.

Sherry and Misti will be here with Saturn and Venus this evening, and we're really looking forward to having all the chicks in one place.  Please say a prayer for their safe journey today.  They've really worked their little fannies off getting everything packed and we appreciate all the help.  From the girls, to Uncle Phil, to Patrick ... just everyone!  Thank you all so much.

Looks like I've rambled on long enough this morning.  God speed to all of you and may your day be blessed with nothing but love, laughter and song.

Love you  Loads,

L

Welcome to Gillette, Wyoming

Good morning from the Energy Capitol of the World ...

After being given strict instructions yesterday by Jerry & Tammi to be ready to leave Colorado City at 6:30 (and I WAS ready) we didn't get on the road until about 7, so it was around 15:30 before we pulled into John and Shauna's driveway.  We were greeted by John, Shauna, the majority of the kids, grandkids and great-grand children sitting in front of the garage door with a big "Welcome" banner awaiting us.  We cried.  The outpouring of love is so beautiful!

Yesterday was the start of the 2nd phase of treatment.  I began the chemo pills and so far have had no significant problems.  I am having a bit of a problem with sores in my mouth, but Shauna is helping me with that.  So far I've gone through about half a jar of lysine ointment.   Am hoping the cancer center here can get me something, as one of the side effects of the chemo is mouth ulcers. 

Johnny & Shauna have opened their home and hearts to us and we've just pretty much taken over ... although their two kitties, Sprite and Tab, still aren't too sure we really belong here.  We'll only be here about a week and then move over to Harold and Ruth's house.  Hopefully Sherry and Misti will be here with Saturn and Venus by then.  I'm thinking they'll probably come up on Thursday or Friday. 

Well, Johnny's up and ready for coffee so I'm going to close for now.  Have a phenomenal day and don't forget to kiss and hug your loved ones every chance you get.

Loads of Love,

L

What a differerence sleep makes!

My wonderful family finally took me in hand last night and insisted both Jerry & I get some sleep.   Put Jerry to bed in the living room, with me our bedroom, and my sweet sister insisted on sleeping and waiting on me.  This, after everyone went out to Los Cuervos for some good Mexican food.  Jackie and I stayed here for some delicious liver and onions.  Now don't be turning up your noses!  They were delicious!  And we had a great bonding time.  I'm so glad we've had the last 11 years to get to know each other.  It's been very special and I'm going to miss her a lot!

Jerry just  peaked his head in to say good morrnng, so must have slept well.  I can hardly wait to make sure he got some good shut-eye.  I know I did.  Please excuse any errata on the blog this morning.  Seem to be having a few eye problems.  Probably from too much sleep, but it sure felt good.   Hope to do it tonight too, before the trip tomorrow to Gillette.

Lam, Gar an Ger will be here today and I can hardly wait to see them.  They are life-long friends and we have so many memories and so very much in common. I know we'll have a superlative visit..

When we get to Gillette I  don't know if the Blog will still be on blogger dashboard, but will difinitely let you know, as well as the new email address.  I'm sure ghvally won't let us take it with us.  Also have to get new phone service, but again will keep you posted.

My love is here to visit, so guess I'll call it good for this morning.  Remember, keep smiling.  Your attitude s your atitude.  Have a bkessed Sunday and remember to keep the Lord's day Holy.

Love you All,

L

Another Amazing Day

Once more the Lord has brought us safely through the night.  It's been one of those nights where I doze, look up and it's 1:15 ... doze a little more and it's 1:30.  Sometimes you sleep and sometimes you don't.  That's okay, though.  We do need time for reflection. Only real problem with that is that Jerry doesn't get much time in the arms of Morphius.  He needs his rest!

It was an amazing visit yesterday from Marty, Nancy, and Mandy.  Along with many other thiings they brought the most awesome book entitled "Healing Hearts and Hands."  Many of my residents and staff printed their hands and then wrote inspirational notes and memos on hearts which were on the hands.  It is a beautiful book and I'm so enjoying it.  Wish I could share it with all of you.  I understand it was Nancy's brainchild and I can't thank her enough.  Not only to Nancy but to all who partiicpated.  I will cherish it forever, as I do all the cards and well wishes.  I'm simply overwhelmed.

Bruce, Tammi and Brandon got in last night so we have a busy day today packing up for Gillette.  Not sure when Bruce and Tammi will leave, but believe Jerry, Brandon and I will go up on Monday.  That will give me a couple more days of rest, which should really help.  Jerry is doing an amazing job of keeping the fluid off my left lung.  As my Leo (bro in law) said yesterday, it takes a very special man and a special bond between two people to take on a task like that ... particularly with no nursing experience.  But then, I've always known what an amazing man I married.

Lam and Gerry will be here today and possibly Gar.  I'm really looking forward to that.   Little do they know that they may get put to work packing.  :-}  I think my brother and sister-in-law, Steve and Gail will be here too.   Can you say PARTY?

Well dear ones, better close for now.  Jerry and I have to pay some bills (oh joy!) and make sure the checks and EFT's were deposited/withdrawn.

Have a superb day and I'll be chatting with you tomorrow,good Lord willing and the creek don't rise (whatever THAT means!).

Loads of Love,

L

Home again home again jiggity jig

Good morning one and all, I think.  It's a little dark-thirty out this morning so no sunny report right now ... I just have a sneaking suspision it's going to be glorious.  Any day in Southern Colorado is phenomenal.  Even the snowy and blustry ones ... but we won't talk about that now.

Whoeee!  Just figured out why I was havng so much trouble seeing this morning.  Took my glasses off to check them and figured out there was turkey from last Christmas on them.  Don't know how long it's been since I've cleanedthe, but obviously a long, long tme.

It took a long time yesterday to fnally get checked out of the hospital.  The process started at 14:00 and we didn't leave the room until 18:10.  It took over an hour for transport to get there.  Sure glad they expediate txf's out or we'd still be waitng.  Then, we had to order a script and pick it up in Pueblo and of course it wasn't ready.  Finally got home around 21:15 and my sister had everythng well under control.  Saturn and Venus were happy to see us, as was Sherry.  She's been such a God send.  Thank you so much, brother Leo, for sharng her with us.

Oops.  Fell asleep for a few minutes.  Will try to get this completed before doing that again.  I'm looking forward to seeing Aunt Jackie, my good friends, fellow Ya Ya and Yo Yo Lam ad Gerry Fulwider from Colby, and my Administrator and DON, Marty Schlink and Nancy Corsentino sometme this weekend.

Jerry's been doing a great job of draiing the site where they placed the tube in my back.  He's been getting about 500 cc's off each a day and it makes such a difference!  Makes it much easier to breathe.  So I'm definitely following instructons.  He's so good and brave.  If it were me I'd be scared to death!

Well precious family  and friends, I think I'll call it a morning and get a little more shut-eye.  Please have a beautiul day and know you're in my thoughts and prayers.

Loads of love, hugs and kises,

L

I'm back

Good morning all my wonderful family and friends,

It's a little overcast in Denver city this morning, but still a beautiful day.  Just one great day to be alive! 

I feel lots better today.  Wakened about 3:15 with a hole in my stomach.  My tummy thought my throat had been slit.  First time in abut 3 days I felt like food.   I've ordered a huge breakfast ... egg, sausauge, hash brown, fruit cup and tea. Only problem is it won't be here for another 20-30 minutes.  Guess I'll have to chew on Jerry's neck.  Break my heart!  "-)

Well, accordng to nurse Joan I shouldn't push things, so better say "ta ta" for now.  I'll be talking with you either later today from home or tomorrow from here.  Please offer up a brief prayer that they let me go home today.  I know I"ll get better then!

Loads and loads of love to all of you.

L

Gearing Up

Good morning all! Bobby again,

Gearing up this week, to get mom started on her targeted therapy. Unfortunately in the hospital instead of at home, but thats ok, need to get blood work in line for Monday, as well as get a Plurex catheter in place to help keep fluid off the lung. Mom is comfortable and is resting well today.

My apologies for not updating yesterday, but had alot going on.

Hopefully things will be in line and mom can go home in a couple days.

Well coming to get mom to do the proceedure now so will talk to you later.

Love and Stuff,

Bobby

Rough waters

Hello all this is Bobby, updating the blog for momma, as she is a little worn out from the last week of radiation treatments.

I'm not going into all the details because, as mom requested when she started this blog..."There is enough negative going on in this world and I won't stand for it, nor will I contribute to it".

So having said that, it has been a rough couple of days, but "this too shall pass".

Mom continues to be in great spirits, and is getting good rest. Mom was unable to take in the beautiful sunrise this morning, however there were some of us that did, and we are all thankful for this glorious day.

Thanks to one and all for your continued thoughts and prayers during this time. Mom sends her love to you all. Will keep updated over the next few days.

Bobby

Last Day of Radiation

Good afternoon everyone,

Just learned from my Sis and Bobby that I didn't get yesterday's Blog posted.  Sorry about that!  This morning I couldn't get hooked onto the the motel's Internet, so that's why this is so late.

Last night was the first night's rest that I've had in over a month.  Dr. Chen prescribed a pain med for the muscle aches and a sleep aide.  They both worked fabulous!  To bed at 8:30 and didn't get up until 7:10.  What luxery.

My sister got in today from Seattle and it is so wonderful to have her here.  Can't wait to curl up with her on the deck at home and watch the sunrise (provided I can get her up that early!)  :-)

Its about time to go to my very last radiation.  I graduate today!

Love to all of you.  Have a phenomenal weekend.

L

Whining

This was posted on friday however it is actually for thursdays blog............(BoBbY)

Rise and shine.  Dawn is breaking and it's going to be another glorious day!  A little ovrcast, so we'll hope for a little rain.  I thought we'd get some last night, but that will teach me to think.

Oops.  Just fell asleep.  If you don't want to see me whine, you should probably skip this paragraph.  Last night was one looonnnggg night!  Wakened every hour and a half with super bad pain n my middle back and upper left shoulder.  Scale of 1-10 ... at least a 7. 

Half Way Thru Radiation

Good Morning All ~~~ and Happy Hump Day!

This is going to be short today because we have to leave for Denver at 8:00.  Since it's now taking 4 times as long to do anything as it should, I've got to start getting ready at 6:30.  Can you say slow?

Yesterday was 3 out of 6 treatments and I must say I'll be glad to get this behind me.  I've been very fatigued with muscular soreness in my shoulders and back.  For the life of me I can't imagine havng to have 45-50 treatments.  The actual procedure isn't bad ... in fact I usually go to sleep while it's going on.  It's the after effects that get you down.  According to my Rad Tech, it will probably take a couple weeks to recover the energy, since the radiation keeps working for up to two weeks.  I just have to thank God that it works!

There is a glorious magenta cast to the eastern sky this morning, so we should have our purple mountains this morning.  It's only 66 right now (sorry Gar) but supposed to be a scorcher all along the Front Range with record-breaking temps later today.  A/C will get a workout today.

Speaking of Gar, Kimmy don't you pay any attention to her regarding singing to Peyton in the mornings.  She's just not a morning person, never has been and probably never will be.  The good Lord knows I've tried.  Since we were about 15, right Gar?  Alas, it has been to no avail.

Well, better close and get myself up and ready for the Big D (and I don't mean Dallas!).

Love to all of you, and have a wonderful Wednesday.

L

Earthquake

Hi everyone,

What a relief it was to turn on the news this morning and learn of the 5.3 earthquake west of Trinidad last night!  I was in my chair with Saturn and Venus on my lap shortly before midnight and all of us were fast asleep.  We suddenly awakened when the house began to rock and roll and the windows and crystal started shaking.  I thought "earthquake" then immediately realized that, having had brain surgery and radiaition, I was imagining things.  I was prepared to report to the doctors that I was hallucinating.  So, it was quite comforting this morning to learn I wasn't losing it! 

I pray that all my friends in Walsenburg, Trnidad, and LaVeta are okay and have had no damage from this phenomenan (or is ita phenomena?) of Mother Nature.  Pauletta, I'm sure glad you went north instead of south to LaVeta!  Just heard this was the largest earthquake in Colorado in 40 years. 

It's been a pretty long night, with minor headache and some pain in my shoulders and back.  I need to stop sniveling, though.  If this is as bad as it gets, I have it made!  We're back to Denver this afternoon for another treatment.  The really good part of yesterday's treatment was that it only took 45 mnutes instead of the hour and a half they had predicted.  Sounds  like the rest of the week they'll be 45 minutes.  That's certainly no hill for a stepper!  They're zapping Tramp (behind the eye), Cruella (the tumor to the right of Tramp), and Chewy (in the left cheek/jaw).

Better sign off for now and go take my meds.  I'm about 10 mnutes past time and  Jerry won't be happy with me if I get off schedule.

Love and hugs to you all.  Have a beautiful day.

L

Radiation Week Begins

Buenas Dias (hope I spelled that right!) everyone, and Happy Monday.  The Lord has brought us all safely through the night.  It's going to be a marvelous day ... and week. 

Just got back in from looking at the glorious night sky.  Quarter moon is still hanging high in the sky but not giving out enough light to obscure the millions of stars in the sky.  It is beautiful.  In case you haven't picked up on it,  I love the night sky.  Mars, the red planet, is close to the moon and brought back memories for me of my brother, Stan, who left us in 2000.  He was the one to teach me about the night sky and the stars.  One of my first memories is of him pointing out Mars, the Big Dipper, the Little Dipper, and the Milky Way when we lived on the ranch in Kansas in the 1950's.  Can't remember how old I was, but couldn't have been more than 4 or 5.  I thought Stan hung the moon (no pun intended?). 

We'll head for Denver about noon today to have the Tramp blasted out of my right orbit.  I've nnamed him Tramp because he's a bad/good actor.  If it hadn't been for him, I wouldn't have gone to the doctor and gotten started on my plan of treatment.  At any rate, hope we can get his contract cancelled, butin a gentle way.  We'll come home after the treatment, and will travel back tomorrow.  I know, it seems like a lot of traveling but Jerry used to do it all the time when he was working and says it's no big deal.  We just get better rest at home than in a motel.  And even with the price of gas, it's less expensive.

BTW, if anyone has a secret elixer for sleeping through the night I would love to hear about it.  Was up at 2:00 and then at 4:20.  The Tylenol PM helps me get to sleep but doesn't seem to keep me that way.

Guess it's' time to sign off now.  Think I've rambled enough.

God's blessing to you all and have a marvelous day.

Loads of Love,

L

Premature Fall in the Air

Good morning to you.
Good morning to you.
We're all in our places
With sunshiny faces.
This is the way to start a new day.

For those of you who didn't know her, that was Mama's favorite way to awaken us.  I swore I'd NEVER sing it to my children and you know what?   I did and still do.  Never say never!

This morning has proven to me that I was premature yesterday in thinking Fall is almost here.  It's 67 and beautiful.  It also got up to 97 yesterday ... but it is a dry heat.  :-)   The quarter moon is hanging high in the sky with just enough clouds to make it really stand out.  Old Sol hasn't started his daily journey yet, but it won't be long now.

My friend and Ya Ya, Pauletta,  got in abouut 7 last night and it was so wonderful to see her.  We had a delightful convesation, sitting out on the deck drinking a glass of wine.  Sure wish our other Ya Ya's and Yo Yo's, Lam, Gar, Ger and Rex, could have been here to join us.  Next year girls.  We just gotta do it!

 May I brag?  I fixed a whole supper last night for the three of us.  Bruschetta and bean and guacomole tostados, with German wine.  A little eclectic but what the hey?   I was just glad to be able to do the whole thing by myself.  That's the first meal I've made for about a month and it felt sooooo good.  La and Jerry cleaned up after supper, though, because I did get a bit tired.

Please forgive any errors in this.  My eye is acting up this morning.  I'll be delighted to have radiation tomorrow where they can hopefully blast this bad boy right off the stage! 

Last night was a good night.  Slept until about 2:00 in the bed, then came to the chair and slept until about 4:45.  Wish there was a magic solution for sleeping through the night.  Wait.  Guess there probably is, but it's a narcotic and I don't want the heavy stuff at this point.  Will just keep taking the Tylenol PM and hope it starts working to keep me sleeping.  Works great for getting to sleep.

It's starting to get light in the East, and it looks like I've rambled on enough.  Have a glorious Sunday and I'll be chatting with you tomorrow. 

Love to All,

L

2 down - 3 and a hole to go

Just came in from having a cup of tea on the south deck, and Fall is definitely in the air.  It's about 58 outside with a very light haze on the mountain.  At the risk of making you jealous, I have to tell you that before going out I had a  bowl of cantelope and watermelon from Rocky Ford.  Yum, yum, yum.  It was so sweet, juicy and delicious.  Wish you could all have joined me!

The first radiation treatment went smooth as silk yesterday and I was so excited when Dr. Chen and Dr. Fields came in and told me I'd done very well ... and that they'd blasted the one bad actor in the back of the brain right out of the theatre.  His contract has been cancelled and he's out of there for good!  Yes!!!

I have treatments every day next week, fortunately late enough in the day that Jerry and I will go up each day and be able to return home.  Tambo will be in Denver on Thursday and Friday, so we'll stay overnight Thursday in order to visit. 

We talked about a short round of golf this morning, but I think we'll probably put it off until next week.  Monday Dr. Chen will be hitting the tumor in the right eye, so I'm hoping that will help totally clear up my eyesight.  When I told Dr. C and Dr. Fields that I'd like to play golf, Dr. Chen gave his blessing just cautioning me to take it easy and not to overdo.  He also gave me the list of what COULD be side effects, ending with "but I don't think you're going to have any of those problems."   I agreed with him and, thus far, it has proved to be true.  I do have a little headache this morning, but certainly no worse than a slight hang-over.  Not that I've ever had a hangover ... or at least never a slight one.  :-)

My Jerry just got up, so I'm going to close for now.  Have a magnificent weekend, hug your loved ones and tell them you love them every chance you get.

Loads of Love,

L