Friday, September 30, 2011

TGIF!

Happy Friday all,

Welcome to another day of Linda's incredible journey.  The early morning eye appt yesterday was VERY well worth it.  Dr. Jordon examined me and said he would send the new lens back for a refund, as my vision is 20/20 with my old glasses ... and no double or blurred vision.  He was quite surprised and pleased, as you can well image were we.  Actually I wasn't surprised since I've been seeing so well for about two weeks, just very pleased.  Either the radiation, chemo or a combination of both has been working on "Tramp" (tumor in my right orbit).  We'll find out when we go to Denver in November (poetic, hun?) whether they are able to remove it or not. 

Angie and Baylee came over yesterday afternoon and really made a dent in the boxes, putting together the entertainment center.  Then Jared and a friend of his came by and took a bunch to the basement, stuff we don't need right now.  Hopefully by Monday all boxes will be empty and our home will be completely put together.  I'm hoping to get all the crystal put away today.

My hair is now manageable.  I went to Jeff yesterday and he really straightened it out.  In fact, both sides are even.  Bonus!

Well, that's pretty much it for today.  I'm feeling marvelous, once again, and continuing to get stronger every day.  Have a beautiful day and I'll be talking with you tomorrow.

Loads of Love,

L

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Short One

What a blessed morning.  It's a little cool in Gillette City, and not supposed to get out of the 60's today, but then back into the 80's tomorrow so we certainly can't complain!  It just doesn't seem possible that this is the end of September.  Where have the last two months gone?

Check out the time.  It was a great night, filled with wonderful sleep,  I feel like a million bucks today.  No, wait.  I feel like a hundred million dollars this morning.  Just as soon as I finish this I'm going to jump in the shower and get cleaned up, since we have a 7:45 eye appt.  What motivated me to make such an early appt, you ask?  It was the only time Dr. Jordon could see me for several weeks and I wanted to get my new lens.  Since I haven't had any double vision in almost two weeks, felt it was important to see him before he put the "shield" on the right lens to correct that. Make sense?  Yes, I thought so too.  Brain surgery hasn't dulled my senses.  :-)

We had Jami and her family to dinner last night.  Fixed tater tot casserole and jello w/fruit.  We also had the rest of Shauna's fabulous California slaw.  Shauna, I really need to get that recipe from you.  i
 think I told all of you, I don't care of cole slaw as a rule, but this is fabulous!

PLEASE MAKE NOTE:  Jerry and I both have new cell numbers.  His is 307-670-2798 and mine is 307-696-5610.  Also, in case you don't have it, our new address is 1000 Hitt Drive, Gillette, WY 82718.  The old Verizon numbers will no longer be good after about 9:00 today.

Well dear friends and family, better go get cleaned up since it takes me twice as long to do anything!  Have a glorious day and I'll be visiting again with you tomorrow, good Lord willing.

Love, hugs and kisses,

L

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Happy Hump Day

What a great day! 

Bobby and Angie were here yesterday and got so much unpacked.  Bobby was able to empty, I don't know how many boxes of books.  He  completely filled the long bookcase that had been in our family room in Colorado City and is now in our living room.  It was so great to see all of my friends when I got up this morning.  Then, Angie made a significant dent in all the kitchen boxes.  It's all coming together.  I think by the end of the week all of the boxes will be unpacked and I can start rearranging.

After paying bills this morning, I'm going to start on unloading crystal and getting the china hutches finished.  That will REALLY make me feel better ... although I'm feeling pretty durn good right now.

Yesterday was an extremely busy day.  I had a massage and she really worked on my left shoulder.  It felt so good when I left the Salon ... and not so good last night.  The muscles were a little grumpy for being manipulated, but it was worth it.  We had several other appts so I was a little weary last night, but slept well.  Perhaps that's the answer to a good night sleep.  DO SOMETHING during the day, Linda.  Oh wait.  I am doing something ... I'm getting well.  :-)\

Well, Jerry's up and ready to pay bills, so I'd better close.  Have a beautiful Wednesday and we'll be visiting tomorrow.

Love to All,

L

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

50th Blog

Good morning on this beautiful day!

As you can tell, I'm running a little late day.  I actually tried to Blog at 4:30 this morning but wasn't able to get a connection, so I chose to empty a couple kitchen boxes and put glasses away, then went back to bed and didn't get up until about 10 minutes ago.  Even though I'm not sleeping through the night (getting up 2-3 times) the sleep I'm getting is good and restful.  It's helping me heal.

Misti and Bobby were here yesterday and then Bruce came up and put the china hutches back together, so this afternoon I need to get my crystal put up.  We have a VERY busy morning.  My new glasses are in, so we need to stop by Dr. Jordon's to pick them up, then go to DMV and the County Clerk to get new tags for the vehicles, 10:15 massage (postponed from yesterday), and meet w/financial advisor at 1:00 this afternoon.  I may be ready just to nap when we get home ... although based on the way I feel right now, I'll be busy unpacking.  Can ya tell?  I feel fabulous!

Have to share with you.  We've posted two signs on the door. One says "We believe in miracles" and the other one "Please bring only positive thoughts into our home.  Thank you."  So, yesterday we called the SO to have a deputy come do the VIN checks on the vehicles.  It just happened to be the same deputy who was here with the EMT's last week when I had to go to ER.  When Bobby answered the door he said "I'm here to do a positive  VIN check."  I thought that was really special of him!

It's getting late and since it takes me just a bit longer to get cleaned up than it used to, I'd best close for now.  Have a phenomenal day and I'll try to visit with you a little earlier tomorrow.

Loads of Love,

L

Monday, September 26, 2011

I know it's early

Hi Everyone,

As you may surmise, it's been a long and somewhat difficult night.  I've been awake every 1 1/2 - 2 hours since 7:30 with a massive headache.  I'm hoping it's caused from my neck and that the massage this morning at 10:15 will take care of it.  If not, guess we'll call the doc and see what he thinks.  I sure hope it isn't from any of the brain tumors, but I don't think so.  In fact, on a good note, the soft tissue tumors on my leg and arm seem to be shrinking, as well as the hard tumor on my breast.  If they're shrinking, bet the rest of the bad boys are too.  :-)  I'm convinced the chemo is working and when we go to Denver in November, Dr. Lam will be amazed!  I'm telling you all right now, with the help of our Heavenly Father, I plan on being her miracle patient.

Yesterday was a very productive day around the Wade house.  Not for me, of course, as all I did was sit and observe.  The rest of the family, however, got all of our furniture in plus probably 500 boxes filled with books, crystal, kitchenware, etc.  My sister-in-law, Shauna, brought supper for everyone and we could actually have fed another 25-50 people.  She fixed homemade chili, veggie soup, rolls, corn bread, and a pheomenal California coleslaw.  I don't like coleslaw, but hers was wonderful. 

Sitting and looking at the massive wall of boxes this mornig, I'd love to jump in and start unpacking but I won't.  I know how much trouble I'd be in with everyone if I did that.  They won't let me do anything except direct.  Bobby is off the next three days and he and Angie have volunteered to come over and unpack for us.  I know I keep repeating myself, but we are so very blessed to have such a wonderful family ... as well as wonderful friends.

Think I'll close for now and see if I can get a little more sleep.  Please have a beautiful day and a wonderful week and I'll be visiting with you tomorrow.

Love and Hugs,

L   


 

Sunday, September 25, 2011

On the 7th Day He Rested

Good morning on this, the Lord's Day,
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There probably won't be a lot of resting around the Wade house today.  Tammi, Bruce and Bobby got in from Colorado City with the last loads around 11 last night, so there will be lots of activity later getting everything moved in.  We are deeply in debted to our friends, Frank and Kathy Timmons, Jerry McDonald, and cousin Pat McGowan for all the help they provided to the kids in packing up Friday and Saturday.  Kathy even made her famous burritos and green chili for them.  Thank you so much!  Wish there were more words to express our appreciation for all the help ... I just don't know what they are.

Confession time.  Yesterday I was somewhat concerned because I was feeling a little ... for lack of a better word ... punky.  Felt pretty weak and just not as invincible as I had been feeling.  I'm sure it was due to the two previous busy days with late nights.  Okay, so 10:00 is now late for me.  What can I say?  At any rate, today is a whole new story.  I feel strong, invincible and pretty much on top of the world. 

We spent yesterday morning at John and Shauna's visiting with Barb, Steve and Gail before Barb flew home.  Had a marvelous breakfast!   John made pancakes and Shauna served a great quiche.  When John and Steve returned from the airport, they were really steamed.  Seems Security decided that Barb, a 79 year-old white haired lady on oxygen, looked like a terrorist.  They did the full body scan, etc.  According to John,  everyone at the airport was disgusted with her treatment.  When I called her last night to ask why she hadn't left her turbine here, she said it was her choice.  She could either give up her O2 for 10 minutes or have the scan.  She chose the scan.

Steve and Gail will be leaving today; however, they are coming by for an hour or so before they head home.  It's been so nice having them here and being able to talk about everything under the sun.  I really appreciate them making the long trip to see us.

Well dear ones, I'm going to pack it in and go lay down for an hour or so before getting cleaned up.  Have a blessed Sunday and we'll be chatting tomorrow.

Love Ya Loads,

L

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Another Great Day

Greetings to all this beautiful morning,

With much joy and happiness, I am reporting another wonderful day yesterday.  Gail and Steve got in about the time we expected them and we spent an hour or so visiting.  Then off we went to the Prime Rib where Barb treated the 7 of us to wonderful steak dinners.  We had a delightful time eating, visiting, laughing, and just generally enjoying one another.  Sure wish Sherry and Leo could have been with us!

Want to take time out here to thank our Heavenly Father for the safe journies Gail and Steve had, as well as watching over Bobby, Bruce, and Tammi, who arrived in Colorado City yesterday afternoon to pack the rest of our house there and bring it home tomorrow.  He has been so diligent in protecting our loved ones on the road and for that we are truly and humbly greatful.  God is good.

We're going to go to John and Shauna's this morning to visit (and for some of Johnny's world-famous pancakes), then John will take Barb to the airport so she can fly home to Farmington.  It's been wonderful haveing her here and we're greatful she was able to spend this time with us.

After War and Peace yesterday, I think I'll wrap this up and go get a little more "shut-eye."  After all, I've been up past 10 two nights in a row!  Love to all and you have a phenomenal day.

L

Friday, September 23, 2011

A slight blip

Good Morning and Happy Friday to Everyone!

It's going to be a phenomenal day.  I slept through the night and feel like a million bucks.  What a difference cutting my steroid in half in the evening makes.  It feels really good to sleep through the night and be able to dream.

After visiting with you early yesterday morning we had a slight problem around 4 AM.  I went into PAT/SVT (very rapid heart beat to the tune of about 180 beats per minute).  I awakened Jerry and was, fortunately, able to convert myself w/caratode (sp?) massage, cold water to the face and back of the neck, bearing down, etc.  As most of you know, I've had this off and on for about 28 years. 

The bad part was,  it hit again while I was fixing breakfast at 6 AM.  When I saw stars and felt ye olde heart start beating like crazy again, was I ever PO'd!  Jerry, having had all the fun he could stand, called 911 and a parade of EMT's, the Fire Dept, and a Sheriff's Deputy all showed up within 10 minutes of the call and converted me on-scene with medication.  Then away to the hospital we went in the ambulance.  The hospital checked me out, everything was fine, and I swear we were home before the emergency team could get their paper work filled out.

Our Granddaughter, Jenni, showed up  right behind the ER personnel and seeing the relief on Jerry's face to have a family member there brought home to me what a wise decision it was to move to Gillette.  While I do miss Colorado City and our mountain, this is home.  The family support is priceless.

Spent yesterday afternoon visiting with my step-mother, Barb, and then we had 17 family and friends over and Barb bought pizza for us all.  I was even up until 10:00.  Lastest I've made it since before surgery.

Tammi and Bruce's friends, Sally and Rick, are visiting from Arizona and they came over as well.  Sally has been battling bladder cancer for 7 years and is now a cancer survivor advocate.  What an inspiration she is.  When I finish visiting with you I am going to get on the Internet to see what I can find for kidney cancer survivors.  I can't think of a better use of time than to try to help someone else cope with a renal cell cancer diagnosis.

My brother and sister-in-law, Steve and Gail, will be here from Westcliffe tonight and Barb is taking us (John and Shauna, Jerry and me and Steve and Gail) out to eat at The Prime Rib, one of the two great steakhouses in Gillette.  Sure wish our big sis Sherry and her Leo were here to join us ... however, they will be with us in spirit.

This has turned out to be a mini War and Peace, which wasn't intended when I started.  There's just so much to share with you.  I continue to get stronger each and every day and so appreciate all the cards, thoughts, prayers and love being sent my way.  Have a fabulous day and I'll be chatting with you tomorrow.

Loads and Loads of Love,

L   

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Another Early One

Hi All,

Just couldn''t wait to share with you the phenomenal news we received yesterday when we visited Dr. Mills.  Every thing is great!  My lab numbers are perfect and Dr. Mills just kept saying "this is so exciting."  I think he's pretty impressed with how well I'm doing.  I even tooled around in the wheelchair all by myself once we got to the Cancer Center.  I'm able to motive without my walker much of the time, even tho it scares Jerry to no end.  I wouldn't do it if I weren't confident I'm not going to fall.

We had a wonderful visit with Barb yesterday and even went to John and Shauna's for some awesome grilled chicken breasts last night for supper.  Delicious!  John grilled the chicken (pork chop for Jerry, since he says chicken is foul) and Shauna made sauted veggies that were out of this world!  Tonight everyone is coming here and we'll order in pizza.  One thing about my family.  You can NEVER go wrong with pizza.

This has been a really good night, with most of it spent in bed.   I've even had a couple dreams for the first time since surgery.  Quite honestly, I plan on hitting the hay again after I've finished this.  Feels good to be able to sleep!

Dr. Mills also told me I could have a massage.  John and Shauna's massage therapist is out of town on a family emergency until Monday, so I texted Tammi to get the name of her massage therapist of whom she thinks so highly.  I know that will make me feel great and am really looking forward to it.

Well dear ones, that''s about all the good news I can think of right now.  Keep the prayers coming, because believe me they certainly are being answered.  Love to you all and perhaps, tomorrow, it will be a little later in the day before I visit with you.

Have a beautiful Thursday.

L

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Early, early morning post

It's really early and I hope I haven't awakened anyone (that's a joke, guys) but the spirit has moved me to visit with all of you.

Yesterday was such a wonderful day.  Jerry and I even went to Home Depot to find blinds for the east and north windows.  We did find them, such as they are, and will make do until we can have some custom blinds made.  At least they'll keep the morning sun out of our eyes.  At any rate, it was another first ...  The first shopping excursion after diagnosis. 

Jerry and Bruce also started the east deck.  We currently have no way out of the front of the house, but once the deck is built it will be wonderful to sit out there in the evenings ... until the snow flies at least.  Jerry's also anxious to get it done so that he can take Saturn for walks out that door.  He doesn't want to use the back door, which everyone uses, because that will then become Saturn's door and he'll think he can walk out anytime he wants to do so.  NOT!  He's still an indoor kitty and he and Venus will stay that way.  I can just imagine them getting out amongst the horses and antelope.

Just heard the lonesome sound of a coal train going through Gillette.  Our old home on Nogales Way was about 2 miles from the tracks ... our new home is about 5 miles.  Even at that, it's a lonesome sound and reminds me of an old Roger Miller song.

Jerry put another pain patch on for me about 11:00 last night.  The one we put on Sunday only lasted about 60 hours, rather than 72.  The patch  is a miracle.  Have a slight headache, but can certainly live with that. 

I think I must be excited because I'm just not sleepy.  Barb flew in from Farmington last night and is staying at John and Shauna's and I'm happy that we'll be able to get together tomorrow and visit up a storm.  Had originally planned to have Jerry pick her up and bring her over in the AM; however,since we have an 11:30 appt w/Dr. Mills, we'll probably just go over there to visit then after the appt go pick her up and bring her back to the house.

Bruce and Bobby are leaving bright and early Friday morning to go to Colorado City and load the rest of our furniture, etc.  Tammi will join them, and we're contacting several friends to see if they'll help them load on Saturday.  We've already talked w/Jerry McDonald (our wonderful yard man) and Jerry's going to try to get in touch w/Steve Cooter and Frank Timmons to see if they can help on Saturday.  (Be prepared for a phone call, guys).

Well, the old eyes are beginning to tire out again, so I'd better wrap this up for now.  Have a beautiful day and again, as my big Sis would say, be gentle with yourselves.

Loads of Love,

L

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

This is the day which the Lord has made. Rejoice and be glad in it.

Good morning everyone!  Tom, it's great to hear from you and Lam, I love Sills quote.  She's an awesome lady.  Wish I could sing like she does.

It was a blustery night in Gillette with the wind coming in from the north about 8:00 PM and it didn't die down until around 3:30 - 4:00  this morning.  I'd forgotten how the wind could blow here.  No,  that's not true.  The wind always blows in Wyoming ... but not at 97 miles an hour like it can in Walsenburg.  It really was nice going to bed and listening to the horses neigh and the wind blow through the cottonwoods.

Had some great news when I stepped on the scales this morning.  I've gained another 1 1/2 lbs., up to 138.  Jerry had been saying he needed to buy me some smaller clothes, but at this rate he'll have to get bigger ones.  :-)  Perhaps the 2 pints of Ben and Jerry's Karamal Sutra ice cream over the last two days has something to do with the weight gain?   Not to mention the 4 bottles of Boost each day!  All I know is that I'm getting stronger each and every day and I'm not looking a gift horse in the mouth.

We're going to the hospital for lab tests today, then venturing to Home Depot to see if we can find some blinds for the east and north windows in the living room and dining room.  Talked with the "Blind Man" yesterday and it will be 3 weeks before they can have blinds here for us, so we'll go with Home Depot, hopefully.  That is, if we can find anyone working there today!  Okay, that wasn't nice, but it is so often true.

Well, better close for now and feed the kitties.  My love to all of you and keep smiling.  Makes everyone wonder what you've been up to.  :-)

Loads of Love,

L

Monday, September 19, 2011

Almost Fall

Happy Monday Everyone!

What a wonderful Sunday we had.  Angie and Bobby made supper for us and Tammi and Bruce joined the four of us.  Angie made spiral glazed ham, green bean casserole, scalloped potatoes and salad and I must confess that I ate like a harvest hand!  Glad to report that I also gained a pound today.  Yes! l'm still having a problem accepting that I WANT to gain weight.  After 59 years of trying to lose, it still doesn't always compute.  :-)

We spent quite a bit of time outside yesterday enjoying the sunshine and fresh breeze.  It was a beautiful day.  Good news is that I felt so wonderful and only had to take about 3 small power naps.  The rest of the time I was up and enjoying the wonderful day and my phenomenal family.  I'm just so very, very blessed.

Wish you could all see how strong I'm getting.  I haven't had to "count" to rise from my chair and/or walker in ages.  Four Boosts a day may have something to do with that.  I can also walk very well without the walker but don't tell Jerry.  He gets really bent out of shappe when I walk off and leave it.  I'm careful, though.  Don't want to fall!

Tammi and the girls went through my closet yesterday afternoon with me and I was so happy she was able to find a couple outfits to wear to work.  She has to work in Denver this week (leaving at 8:00 this morning), and I had quite a few outfits that I've outgrown which I think will be very nice for her in the "big city."

This is going to be a busy week for us, too.  Lab work tomorrow; Dr. Mills Wednesday; fitting for a brace for my right foot (dropsy?) Thursday, and hopefully my new glasses on Friday.  Oh, that's another really good thing.  I haven't had double vision in about four days.  Everything is one.  Don't know if it's due to radiation, chemo, or what ... and don't really care.  I'll take it!

Well dear ones, again have a marvelous Monday and a super week and I'll be chatting with you tomorrow.  All my love too everyone!

L

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Sunday 9/18

What a great night!  We were able to make Devil's Tower for Johnny's birthday party and spent about 2 hours there.  Turned out to be a beautiful evening, even though it rained most of the day yesterday here in Gillette.  Upon turning in I slept  like a baby.  Just getting stronger and stronger every day.  I can even walk without my walker, but Jerry gets bent out of shape when I do.  I know he's right ... and I like to do things on my own.  Just a little bit independent and stubborn.  I am very careful, however, because I definitely don't want to fall.

The party had a very good turn-out with a number of John and Shauna's friends and family there.  Got to see and visit with her Dad, Harold, as well as meet their grandchildren.  It was really great to be able to be a part of such a significant event.  Not every day your little brother turns 50, acts 40 and looks 30.  (You're welcome, Johnny.)

We're looking forward to next weekend when Barb, Steve and Gail will be here to visit.  This will be Steve and Gail's first visit to Gillette, so we'll get to "show them the ropes."  If you've never seen a strip coal mine, it's rather awesome sight and I know Jerry will enjoy showing them around.  Steve sent a beautiful prayer that his dentist (my former dentist, Dr. Berry) shared with him.  Thank you so much for sending that, Steve.  It is beautiful.  BTW, you DON'T have to wait until Saturday to come by.  When you get into town, we're on the south side so please stop in.  I'm anxious to see you.

Well dear friends and family, little Venus is being a PITA this morning, trying to lay on the keyboard, etc., so I think I'll sign off for now.  Have a blessed Sunday and I'll be talking with you tomorrow (provided I don't think of something else I need to say today).  :-)

Love to All,

L

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Addition to Saturday's Blog

Couple of things I forgot to mention.  First of all, we're having a glorious sunrise in Gillette this morning.  The eastern sky is fuschia with just enough of a breeze to ruffle the cottonwood leaves.  I'd forgotten how many trees were around the old homestead.

Second ... yes I do read the comments and appreciate each and every one.  There were a couple questions about "Harold and Ruth's house" that we've moved into.  Harold and Ruth were our  son-in-law's parents who passed away last year.  The house is on the original homestead and stands sentinal over the land.  Tammi and Bruce, Jami and Brandon, Jenni,  and Bruce's brother Joe and his family all have homes within a mile radius of the homestead, so we look out over all the ranch.  It is really nice, with lots of trees.  Can't see the mountains, but we have a wonderful view of Gillette and the beautiful lights.

Again, please keep the comments coming.  I love hearing from each one of you.

Good Days

Happy Saturday All ~~~ This is the day of the big test!  Hoping to feel like traveling to Devil's Tower for Johnny's 50th celebration.  And I believe that is a goal I'm going to meet, based on how good I feel right now.   This will be the first of three goals I've set.  The second goal is to be able to make it down to CSVNH for the Veterans Day program and sing Boogie Woogie with the girls.  That will be in November, so keep your fingers crossed.  I'm also hoping Jerry and I can make it to the Oregon Coast with my sis and bro next ?August?  We'll see.  Need to establish some other goals between now and then.  We'll see.  One day at a time, you know.

The last three days have really been good.  Yesterday I was even able to make dinner for Jerry and me.  I fixed chili and fried potatoes (even if I did forget to brown the meat before doing the chili.)  At least it was edible.  Not the best chili I've ever made, but at least I made it!  I'm  getting stronger every day.  Went outside and sat in the sun about three times yesterday, and that felt so good.  I even took a tub bath and soaked.  Heavenly!!!

Can't remember if I've shared my beer drinking with you.  I've discovered an affinity for dark beer in the afternoons after taking my chemo.  Dr. Mills has given his approval, so every afternooon I have a bottle of Moose Drool or some other dark beer.  I understand Guinness Stout is  really good, so our Bruce is going to get some for me to try.  I've really never been a beer drinker, but it seems to soothe the way for the chemo.  Whatever works, hun?  Oh and by the way, the blood pressure seems to be resolving itself, so things are good.

Well, I've rattled on enough this morning.  Please have a beautiful day and know how much I love you all.

L

Friday, September 16, 2011

Friday Fog

Good morning All!  What a beautiful day ... with fog in Gillette which reminds me of London.  Last night was a wonderful night ... slept  most of the way thru except for taking about 2 hours out to watch West Side Story.  Replacing the pain patch yesterday morning must have really done the trick, because I slept from 9:00 until 2:00, then from 4:00 until 6:00.  It just doesn't get much better than that!

Today and tomorrow  are going to be days of rest so that we can go to Johnny's 50th birthday bash at Devil's Tower tomorrow night.  It's about an hour and a half drive over there, so I want to be well-rested.  It's not every day my baby brother turns 50.  Hold on ... Just dawned on me that I need to take my morning pills.  Be right back.

Okay.  That little chore is accomplished.  Isn't it amazing how many things we take for granted?  Just being able to stand by myself is an accomplishment.  I feel like I'm getting stronger every day and able to do more and more.  The Lord is being so very good to me and I thank Him each and every day for the things He's giving me.

Well dear friends and family, I'm going to sign off for now and just say how much I love and appreciate each and every one of you.  Have a phenomenal day and keep those prayers coming.

Loads of Love,

L

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Back At Last

I've so missed talking with all of you the last couple weeks.  We finally got the new email set up and hopefully there won't be any more missed days for the Blog. 

The last days have been very eventful.  Biggest problem stilll remains blood pressure.  Monday we had to go to ER w/a readng of 196/120.  Dr. Mills,  my oncologist here iin Gillette, prescribed a pain patch that lasts 3 days.  Didn't realize I was in pain, until I put the patch on and the pain took off.   I did learn that pain will drive the pressure up.  Just need to keep it under control.  BTW, we think the world of Dr. Mills.  He's great!

Spent about 2 hours with Dr. Jordon yesterday who is  a fantastic optomologist.  He's confident, as am I, that he can help get rid of the double vision for me.  That will be a Godsend.  Which reminds me, please forgive any misspelling, etc., in this as Jerry had to take my glasses in to Dr. Jordon's office so they could get a few more measurements.  Consequently, I'm using my sunglasses to see ... which isnt the best solution but it's the only one I have.  Just need the glasses to see,  you know.  :

One of my goals is to be able to go to Devil's Tower on Saturday for Johnny's 50th birthday celebration.  Consequently I'm going to be doing a lot of resting today and tomorrow.  I will, though, do the Blog tomorrow morning ...  provided I get on the darn thing!

Well, better sign off for now.  Love to you all and as my wonderful sister says, be gentle with yourselves.

L

Thursday, September 8, 2011

It's Early

Another early blog ... simply because I'm up and want to chat with all of you.  Happy Thursday ... and by the way I hope your long Holiday weekend was wonderful.  Seems like after Labor Day it's all about work for awhile.  As it should be.  All play makes Jack or Jill as the case may be a dull boy or girl.  Okay.  Let's try dull awhile.  :-)

Yesterday was truly an amazing day, as anticipated.  We (Jerrry, Bobby and I) met Dr. Mills and the staff at the Cancer Center and they were wonderful.  Dr. M. spent over 2 hours with us and then called not once but twice yesterday afternoon.  He prescribed mouth lozenges for my sore mouth that, as you might recall, is really the only complaint I have.  Even after one dose, it seems to be better.  Life is good.  I'm getting stronger every day and feeling better and better.  After only 3 chemo treatments I believe that the healing has begun.  And I'm very  happy to report virtually no side effects as yet.  Keep your fingers crossed.

After leaving the hospital we dropped by Holy Trinity and met our new Priest, Father Tom.  He is a kick!  It was a true delight and privilige to take the Holy Euchrist with my husband and son.  I feel so washed in the Blood of our Savior and I know He will see me through.

Oops.  Sorry.  Just closed my eyes for a sec and fell asleep.  Will try to do better.

Sherry and Misti got in from Colorado City with Venus and Saturn about 10:30 last night.  Jerry met them at the Grandparents House and tried to get them settled in.  We did send Misti home to her family and Sherry is here at John and Shauna's; however, Jerry left about 20 minutes ago to check on the kids in their new and strange surroundings.  I'm going to get ready and try to get over there fairly early so they know Mom's here, too.  Evidently little Miss Venus is already exploring; however, Saturn is just worried.  I know they'll adjust.  It will just take time.

Well, the old eyes are getting droopy again, so I'd better wrap this up.  Much love to all and I'll be talking with you again, soon.

Have a superlative day.

L

PS - Many, many thanks to Aunt Johanna, Uncle Phil, Patrick, Jerry McDonald and everyone else who worked so hard to get us to Gillette.  Words are inadequate and until you're better paid, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Things should start hopping

Good morning all,

Sorry it's a little early this morning, but we have a busy day today.  Have to be a the cancer center at 07:45 to fill out paper work and meet Dr. Mills who will be resuming my care from Dr. Lam.  Dr. Lam called yesterday to see how things were going and while she's still going to be the main director for the production, we won't have to make as many trips to Denver with Dr. Mills being here.  I'm also anxious too to see if Dr. Mills might be a shirt-tail relation.  Our grandparents were Mills from Missouri.

I spoke with Father Tom at my home church here in Gillette yesterday and he's going to meet Jerry, Bobby and I at the church after the dr. appointment for communion.  It's been way too long since I had communion in my Episcopal church and I'm looking forward to it.  Turns out the Church has purchased property from Bruce and Tammi, and they both speak very highly of Father Tom.  I'm looking forward to meeting him.

Not sure whether its the lower altitude, being with family, being force fed or what, but my strength seems to be returning by leaps and bounds.  Of course, I'm going to be as round as I am tall (can you believe four milk shakes in two days?) but it really seems to have helped.  And of course, my precious little brother is only too happy to have someone drink a milk shake with him nightly.  Swears Mama always told him ice cream was the perfect food. Hold on just a sec, please.  Need to grab a blanket for my feet.

Ah.   That's better.  Okay.  Where was I?  We had a great time last night.  Bought a boat-load of steaks and had steak, fresh (big) corn on the cob, salad, and roasted jalapino peppers.  It was great, with most of the family here.  Everyone kept insisting I eat more and more and more ... and I guarantee you I won't be doing that again anytime soon.  I ate so much I was miserable.  BTW, sis, there is a LOT of steak left, so you'll defnitely get as much as you want.

Sherry and Misti will be here with Saturn and Venus this evening, and we're really looking forward to having all the chicks in one place.  Please say a prayer for their safe journey today.  They've really worked their little fannies off getting everything packed and we appreciate all the help.  From the girls, to Uncle Phil, to Patrick ... just everyone!  Thank you all so much.

Looks like I've rambled on long enough this morning.  God speed to all of you and may your day be blessed with nothing but love, laughter and song.

Love you  Loads,

L

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Welcome to Gillette, Wyoming

Good morning from the Energy Capitol of the World ...

After being given strict instructions yesterday by Jerry & Tammi to be ready to leave Colorado City at 6:30 (and I WAS ready) we didn't get on the road until about 7, so it was around 15:30 before we pulled into John and Shauna's driveway.  We were greeted by John, Shauna, the majority of the kids, grandkids and great-grand children sitting in front of the garage door with a big "Welcome" banner awaiting us.  We cried.  The outpouring of love is so beautiful!

Yesterday was the start of the 2nd phase of treatment.  I began the chemo pills and so far have had no significant problems.  I am having a bit of a problem with sores in my mouth, but Shauna is helping me with that.  So far I've gone through about half a jar of lysine ointment.   Am hoping the cancer center here can get me something, as one of the side effects of the chemo is mouth ulcers. 

Johnny & Shauna have opened their home and hearts to us and we've just pretty much taken over ... although their two kitties, Sprite and Tab, still aren't too sure we really belong here.  We'll only be here about a week and then move over to Harold and Ruth's house.  Hopefully Sherry and Misti will be here with Saturn and Venus by then.  I'm thinking they'll probably come up on Thursday or Friday. 

Well, Johnny's up and ready for coffee so I'm going to close for now.  Have a phenomenal day and don't forget to kiss and hug your loved ones every chance you get.

Loads of Love,

L

Sunday, September 4, 2011

What a differerence sleep makes!

My wonderful family finally took me in hand last night and insisted both Jerry & I get some sleep.   Put Jerry to bed in the living room, with me our bedroom, and my sweet sister insisted on sleeping and waiting on me.  This, after everyone went out to Los Cuervos for some good Mexican food.  Jackie and I stayed here for some delicious liver and onions.  Now don't be turning up your noses!  They were delicious!  And we had a great bonding time.  I'm so glad we've had the last 11 years to get to know each other.  It's been very special and I'm going to miss her a lot!

Jerry just  peaked his head in to say good morrnng, so must have slept well.  I can hardly wait to make sure he got some good shut-eye.  I know I did.  Please excuse any errata on the blog this morning.  Seem to be having a few eye problems.  Probably from too much sleep, but it sure felt good.   Hope to do it tonight too, before the trip tomorrow to Gillette.

Lam, Gar an Ger will be here today and I can hardly wait to see them.  They are life-long friends and we have so many memories and so very much in common. I know we'll have a superlative visit..

When we get to Gillette I  don't know if the Blog will still be on blogger dashboard, but will difinitely let you know, as well as the new email address.  I'm sure ghvally won't let us take it with us.  Also have to get new phone service, but again will keep you posted.

My love is here to visit, so guess I'll call it good for this morning.  Remember, keep smiling.  Your attitude s your atitude.  Have a bkessed Sunday and remember to keep the Lord's day Holy.

Love you All,

L

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Another Amazing Day

Once more the Lord has brought us safely through the night.  It's been one of those nights where I doze, look up and it's 1:15 ... doze a little more and it's 1:30.  Sometimes you sleep and sometimes you don't.  That's okay, though.  We do need time for reflection. Only real problem with that is that Jerry doesn't get much time in the arms of Morphius.  He needs his rest!

It was an amazing visit yesterday from Marty, Nancy, and Mandy.  Along with many other thiings they brought the most awesome book entitled "Healing Hearts and Hands."  Many of my residents and staff printed their hands and then wrote inspirational notes and memos on hearts which were on the hands.  It is a beautiful book and I'm so enjoying it.  Wish I could share it with all of you.  I understand it was Nancy's brainchild and I can't thank her enough.  Not only to Nancy but to all who partiicpated.  I will cherish it forever, as I do all the cards and well wishes.  I'm simply overwhelmed.

Bruce, Tammi and Brandon got in last night so we have a busy day today packing up for Gillette.  Not sure when Bruce and Tammi will leave, but believe Jerry, Brandon and I will go up on Monday.  That will give me a couple more days of rest, which should really help.  Jerry is doing an amazing job of keeping the fluid off my left lung.  As my Leo (bro in law) said yesterday, it takes a very special man and a special bond between two people to take on a task like that ... particularly with no nursing experience.  But then, I've always known what an amazing man I married.

Lam and Gerry will be here today and possibly Gar.  I'm really looking forward to that.   Little do they know that they may get put to work packing.  :-}  I think my brother and sister-in-law, Steve and Gail will be here too.   Can you say PARTY?

Well dear ones, better close for now.  Jerry and I have to pay some bills (oh joy!) and make sure the checks and EFT's were deposited/withdrawn.

Have a superb day and I'll be chatting with you tomorrow,good Lord willing and the creek don't rise (whatever THAT means!).

Loads of Love,

L

Friday, September 2, 2011

Home again home again jiggity jig

Good morning one and all, I think.  It's a little dark-thirty out this morning so no sunny report right now ... I just have a sneaking suspision it's going to be glorious.  Any day in Southern Colorado is phenomenal.  Even the snowy and blustry ones ... but we won't talk about that now.

Whoeee!  Just figured out why I was havng so much trouble seeing this morning.  Took my glasses off to check them and figured out there was turkey from last Christmas on them.  Don't know how long it's been since I've cleanedthe, but obviously a long, long tme.

It took a long time yesterday to fnally get checked out of the hospital.  The process started at 14:00 and we didn't leave the room until 18:10.  It took over an hour for transport to get there.  Sure glad they expediate txf's out or we'd still be waitng.  Then, we had to order a script and pick it up in Pueblo and of course it wasn't ready.  Finally got home around 21:15 and my sister had everythng well under control.  Saturn and Venus were happy to see us, as was Sherry.  She's been such a God send.  Thank you so much, brother Leo, for sharng her with us.

Oops.  Fell asleep for a few minutes.  Will try to get this completed before doing that again.  I'm looking forward to seeing Aunt Jackie, my good friends, fellow Ya Ya and Yo Yo Lam ad Gerry Fulwider from Colby, and my Administrator and DON, Marty Schlink and Nancy Corsentino sometme this weekend.

Jerry's been doing a great job of draiing the site where they placed the tube in my back.  He's been getting about 500 cc's off each a day and it makes such a difference!  Makes it much easier to breathe.  So I'm definitely following instructons.  He's so good and brave.  If it were me I'd be scared to death!

Well precious family  and friends, I think I'll call it a morning and get a little more shut-eye.  Please have a beautiul day and know you're in my thoughts and prayers.

Loads of love, hugs and kises,

L



Thursday, September 1, 2011

I'm back

Good morning all my wonderful family and friends,

It's a little overcast in Denver city this morning, but still a beautiful day.  Just one great day to be alive! 

I feel lots better today.  Wakened about 3:15 with a hole in my stomach.  My tummy thought my throat had been slit.  First time in abut 3 days I felt like food.   I've ordered a huge breakfast ... egg, sausauge, hash brown, fruit cup and tea. Only problem is it won't be here for another 20-30 minutes.  Guess I'll have to chew on Jerry's neck.  Break my heart!  "-)

Well, accordng to nurse Joan I shouldn't push things, so better say "ta ta" for now.  I'll be talking with you either later today from home or tomorrow from here.  Please offer up a brief prayer that they let me go home today.  I know I"ll get better then!

Loads and loads of love to all of you.

L