Good morning all! Bobby again,
Gearing up this week, to get mom started on her targeted therapy. Unfortunately in the hospital instead of at home, but thats ok, need to get blood work in line for Monday, as well as get a Plurex catheter in place to help keep fluid off the lung. Mom is comfortable and is resting well today.
My apologies for not updating yesterday, but had alot going on.
Hopefully things will be in line and mom can go home in a couple days.
Well coming to get mom to do the proceedure now so will talk to you later.
Love and Stuff,
Bobby
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Rough waters
Hello all this is Bobby, updating the blog for momma, as she is a little worn out from the last week of radiation treatments.
I'm not going into all the details because, as mom requested when she started this blog..."There is enough negative going on in this world and I won't stand for it, nor will I contribute to it".
So having said that, it has been a rough couple of days, but "this too shall pass".
Mom continues to be in great spirits, and is getting good rest. Mom was unable to take in the beautiful sunrise this morning, however there were some of us that did, and we are all thankful for this glorious day.
Thanks to one and all for your continued thoughts and prayers during this time. Mom sends her love to you all. Will keep updated over the next few days.
Bobby
I'm not going into all the details because, as mom requested when she started this blog..."There is enough negative going on in this world and I won't stand for it, nor will I contribute to it".
So having said that, it has been a rough couple of days, but "this too shall pass".
Mom continues to be in great spirits, and is getting good rest. Mom was unable to take in the beautiful sunrise this morning, however there were some of us that did, and we are all thankful for this glorious day.
Thanks to one and all for your continued thoughts and prayers during this time. Mom sends her love to you all. Will keep updated over the next few days.
Bobby
Friday, August 26, 2011
Last Day of Radiation
Good afternoon everyone,
Just learned from my Sis and Bobby that I didn't get yesterday's Blog posted. Sorry about that! This morning I couldn't get hooked onto the the motel's Internet, so that's why this is so late.
Last night was the first night's rest that I've had in over a month. Dr. Chen prescribed a pain med for the muscle aches and a sleep aide. They both worked fabulous! To bed at 8:30 and didn't get up until 7:10. What luxery.
My sister got in today from Seattle and it is so wonderful to have her here. Can't wait to curl up with her on the deck at home and watch the sunrise (provided I can get her up that early!) :-)
Its about time to go to my very last radiation. I graduate today!
Love to all of you. Have a phenomenal weekend.
L
Just learned from my Sis and Bobby that I didn't get yesterday's Blog posted. Sorry about that! This morning I couldn't get hooked onto the the motel's Internet, so that's why this is so late.
Last night was the first night's rest that I've had in over a month. Dr. Chen prescribed a pain med for the muscle aches and a sleep aide. They both worked fabulous! To bed at 8:30 and didn't get up until 7:10. What luxery.
My sister got in today from Seattle and it is so wonderful to have her here. Can't wait to curl up with her on the deck at home and watch the sunrise (provided I can get her up that early!) :-)
Its about time to go to my very last radiation. I graduate today!
Love to all of you. Have a phenomenal weekend.
L
Whining
This was posted on friday however it is actually for thursdays blog............(BoBbY)
Rise and shine. Dawn is breaking and it's going to be another glorious day! A little ovrcast, so we'll hope for a little rain. I thought we'd get some last night, but that will teach me to think.
Oops. Just fell asleep. If you don't want to see me whine, you should probably skip this paragraph. Last night was one looonnnggg night! Wakened every hour and a half with super bad pain n my middle back and upper left shoulder. Scale of 1-10 ... at least a 7.
Rise and shine. Dawn is breaking and it's going to be another glorious day! A little ovrcast, so we'll hope for a little rain. I thought we'd get some last night, but that will teach me to think.
Oops. Just fell asleep. If you don't want to see me whine, you should probably skip this paragraph. Last night was one looonnnggg night! Wakened every hour and a half with super bad pain n my middle back and upper left shoulder. Scale of 1-10 ... at least a 7.
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Half Way Thru Radiation
Good Morning All ~~~ and Happy Hump Day!
This is going to be short today because we have to leave for Denver at 8:00. Since it's now taking 4 times as long to do anything as it should, I've got to start getting ready at 6:30. Can you say slow?
Yesterday was 3 out of 6 treatments and I must say I'll be glad to get this behind me. I've been very fatigued with muscular soreness in my shoulders and back. For the life of me I can't imagine havng to have 45-50 treatments. The actual procedure isn't bad ... in fact I usually go to sleep while it's going on. It's the after effects that get you down. According to my Rad Tech, it will probably take a couple weeks to recover the energy, since the radiation keeps working for up to two weeks. I just have to thank God that it works!
There is a glorious magenta cast to the eastern sky this morning, so we should have our purple mountains this morning. It's only 66 right now (sorry Gar) but supposed to be a scorcher all along the Front Range with record-breaking temps later today. A/C will get a workout today.
Speaking of Gar, Kimmy don't you pay any attention to her regarding singing to Peyton in the mornings. She's just not a morning person, never has been and probably never will be. The good Lord knows I've tried. Since we were about 15, right Gar? Alas, it has been to no avail.
Well, better close and get myself up and ready for the Big D (and I don't mean Dallas!).
Love to all of you, and have a wonderful Wednesday.
L
This is going to be short today because we have to leave for Denver at 8:00. Since it's now taking 4 times as long to do anything as it should, I've got to start getting ready at 6:30. Can you say slow?
Yesterday was 3 out of 6 treatments and I must say I'll be glad to get this behind me. I've been very fatigued with muscular soreness in my shoulders and back. For the life of me I can't imagine havng to have 45-50 treatments. The actual procedure isn't bad ... in fact I usually go to sleep while it's going on. It's the after effects that get you down. According to my Rad Tech, it will probably take a couple weeks to recover the energy, since the radiation keeps working for up to two weeks. I just have to thank God that it works!
There is a glorious magenta cast to the eastern sky this morning, so we should have our purple mountains this morning. It's only 66 right now (sorry Gar) but supposed to be a scorcher all along the Front Range with record-breaking temps later today. A/C will get a workout today.
Speaking of Gar, Kimmy don't you pay any attention to her regarding singing to Peyton in the mornings. She's just not a morning person, never has been and probably never will be. The good Lord knows I've tried. Since we were about 15, right Gar? Alas, it has been to no avail.
Well, better close and get myself up and ready for the Big D (and I don't mean Dallas!).
Love to all of you, and have a wonderful Wednesday.
L
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Earthquake
Hi everyone,
What a relief it was to turn on the news this morning and learn of the 5.3 earthquake west of Trinidad last night! I was in my chair with Saturn and Venus on my lap shortly before midnight and all of us were fast asleep. We suddenly awakened when the house began to rock and roll and the windows and crystal started shaking. I thought "earthquake" then immediately realized that, having had brain surgery and radiaition, I was imagining things. I was prepared to report to the doctors that I was hallucinating. So, it was quite comforting this morning to learn I wasn't losing it!
I pray that all my friends in Walsenburg, Trnidad, and LaVeta are okay and have had no damage from this phenomenan (or is ita phenomena?) of Mother Nature. Pauletta, I'm sure glad you went north instead of south to LaVeta! Just heard this was the largest earthquake in Colorado in 40 years.
It's been a pretty long night, with minor headache and some pain in my shoulders and back. I need to stop sniveling, though. If this is as bad as it gets, I have it made! We're back to Denver this afternoon for another treatment. The really good part of yesterday's treatment was that it only took 45 mnutes instead of the hour and a half they had predicted. Sounds like the rest of the week they'll be 45 minutes. That's certainly no hill for a stepper! They're zapping Tramp (behind the eye), Cruella (the tumor to the right of Tramp), and Chewy (in the left cheek/jaw).
Better sign off for now and go take my meds. I'm about 10 mnutes past time and Jerry won't be happy with me if I get off schedule.
Love and hugs to you all. Have a beautiful day.
L
What a relief it was to turn on the news this morning and learn of the 5.3 earthquake west of Trinidad last night! I was in my chair with Saturn and Venus on my lap shortly before midnight and all of us were fast asleep. We suddenly awakened when the house began to rock and roll and the windows and crystal started shaking. I thought "earthquake" then immediately realized that, having had brain surgery and radiaition, I was imagining things. I was prepared to report to the doctors that I was hallucinating. So, it was quite comforting this morning to learn I wasn't losing it!
I pray that all my friends in Walsenburg, Trnidad, and LaVeta are okay and have had no damage from this phenomenan (or is ita phenomena?) of Mother Nature. Pauletta, I'm sure glad you went north instead of south to LaVeta! Just heard this was the largest earthquake in Colorado in 40 years.
It's been a pretty long night, with minor headache and some pain in my shoulders and back. I need to stop sniveling, though. If this is as bad as it gets, I have it made! We're back to Denver this afternoon for another treatment. The really good part of yesterday's treatment was that it only took 45 mnutes instead of the hour and a half they had predicted. Sounds like the rest of the week they'll be 45 minutes. That's certainly no hill for a stepper! They're zapping Tramp (behind the eye), Cruella (the tumor to the right of Tramp), and Chewy (in the left cheek/jaw).
Better sign off for now and go take my meds. I'm about 10 mnutes past time and Jerry won't be happy with me if I get off schedule.
Love and hugs to you all. Have a beautiful day.
L
Monday, August 22, 2011
Radiation Week Begins
Buenas Dias (hope I spelled that right!) everyone, and Happy Monday. The Lord has brought us all safely through the night. It's going to be a marvelous day ... and week.
Just got back in from looking at the glorious night sky. Quarter moon is still hanging high in the sky but not giving out enough light to obscure the millions of stars in the sky. It is beautiful. In case you haven't picked up on it, I love the night sky. Mars, the red planet, is close to the moon and brought back memories for me of my brother, Stan, who left us in 2000. He was the one to teach me about the night sky and the stars. One of my first memories is of him pointing out Mars, the Big Dipper, the Little Dipper, and the Milky Way when we lived on the ranch in Kansas in the 1950's. Can't remember how old I was, but couldn't have been more than 4 or 5. I thought Stan hung the moon (no pun intended?).
We'll head for Denver about noon today to have the Tramp blasted out of my right orbit. I've nnamed him Tramp because he's a bad/good actor. If it hadn't been for him, I wouldn't have gone to the doctor and gotten started on my plan of treatment. At any rate, hope we can get his contract cancelled, butin a gentle way. We'll come home after the treatment, and will travel back tomorrow. I know, it seems like a lot of traveling but Jerry used to do it all the time when he was working and says it's no big deal. We just get better rest at home than in a motel. And even with the price of gas, it's less expensive.
BTW, if anyone has a secret elixer for sleeping through the night I would love to hear about it. Was up at 2:00 and then at 4:20. The Tylenol PM helps me get to sleep but doesn't seem to keep me that way.
Guess it's' time to sign off now. Think I've rambled enough.
God's blessing to you all and have a marvelous day.
Loads of Love,
L
Just got back in from looking at the glorious night sky. Quarter moon is still hanging high in the sky but not giving out enough light to obscure the millions of stars in the sky. It is beautiful. In case you haven't picked up on it, I love the night sky. Mars, the red planet, is close to the moon and brought back memories for me of my brother, Stan, who left us in 2000. He was the one to teach me about the night sky and the stars. One of my first memories is of him pointing out Mars, the Big Dipper, the Little Dipper, and the Milky Way when we lived on the ranch in Kansas in the 1950's. Can't remember how old I was, but couldn't have been more than 4 or 5. I thought Stan hung the moon (no pun intended?).
We'll head for Denver about noon today to have the Tramp blasted out of my right orbit. I've nnamed him Tramp because he's a bad/good actor. If it hadn't been for him, I wouldn't have gone to the doctor and gotten started on my plan of treatment. At any rate, hope we can get his contract cancelled, butin a gentle way. We'll come home after the treatment, and will travel back tomorrow. I know, it seems like a lot of traveling but Jerry used to do it all the time when he was working and says it's no big deal. We just get better rest at home than in a motel. And even with the price of gas, it's less expensive.
BTW, if anyone has a secret elixer for sleeping through the night I would love to hear about it. Was up at 2:00 and then at 4:20. The Tylenol PM helps me get to sleep but doesn't seem to keep me that way.
Guess it's' time to sign off now. Think I've rambled enough.
God's blessing to you all and have a marvelous day.
Loads of Love,
L
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Premature Fall in the Air
Good morning to you.
Good morning to you.
We're all in our places
With sunshiny faces.
This is the way to start a new day.
For those of you who didn't know her, that was Mama's favorite way to awaken us. I swore I'd NEVER sing it to my children and you know what? I did and still do. Never say never!
This morning has proven to me that I was premature yesterday in thinking Fall is almost here. It's 67 and beautiful. It also got up to 97 yesterday ... but it is a dry heat. :-) The quarter moon is hanging high in the sky with just enough clouds to make it really stand out. Old Sol hasn't started his daily journey yet, but it won't be long now.
My friend and Ya Ya, Pauletta, got in abouut 7 last night and it was so wonderful to see her. We had a delightful convesation, sitting out on the deck drinking a glass of wine. Sure wish our other Ya Ya's and Yo Yo's, Lam, Gar, Ger and Rex, could have been here to join us. Next year girls. We just gotta do it!
May I brag? I fixed a whole supper last night for the three of us. Bruschetta and bean and guacomole tostados, with German wine. A little eclectic but what the hey? I was just glad to be able to do the whole thing by myself. That's the first meal I've made for about a month and it felt sooooo good. La and Jerry cleaned up after supper, though, because I did get a bit tired.
Please forgive any errors in this. My eye is acting up this morning. I'll be delighted to have radiation tomorrow where they can hopefully blast this bad boy right off the stage!
Last night was a good night. Slept until about 2:00 in the bed, then came to the chair and slept until about 4:45. Wish there was a magic solution for sleeping through the night. Wait. Guess there probably is, but it's a narcotic and I don't want the heavy stuff at this point. Will just keep taking the Tylenol PM and hope it starts working to keep me sleeping. Works great for getting to sleep.
It's starting to get light in the East, and it looks like I've rambled on enough. Have a glorious Sunday and I'll be chatting with you tomorrow.
Love to All,
L
Good morning to you.
We're all in our places
With sunshiny faces.
This is the way to start a new day.
For those of you who didn't know her, that was Mama's favorite way to awaken us. I swore I'd NEVER sing it to my children and you know what? I did and still do. Never say never!
This morning has proven to me that I was premature yesterday in thinking Fall is almost here. It's 67 and beautiful. It also got up to 97 yesterday ... but it is a dry heat. :-) The quarter moon is hanging high in the sky with just enough clouds to make it really stand out. Old Sol hasn't started his daily journey yet, but it won't be long now.
My friend and Ya Ya, Pauletta, got in abouut 7 last night and it was so wonderful to see her. We had a delightful convesation, sitting out on the deck drinking a glass of wine. Sure wish our other Ya Ya's and Yo Yo's, Lam, Gar, Ger and Rex, could have been here to join us. Next year girls. We just gotta do it!
May I brag? I fixed a whole supper last night for the three of us. Bruschetta and bean and guacomole tostados, with German wine. A little eclectic but what the hey? I was just glad to be able to do the whole thing by myself. That's the first meal I've made for about a month and it felt sooooo good. La and Jerry cleaned up after supper, though, because I did get a bit tired.
Please forgive any errors in this. My eye is acting up this morning. I'll be delighted to have radiation tomorrow where they can hopefully blast this bad boy right off the stage!
Last night was a good night. Slept until about 2:00 in the bed, then came to the chair and slept until about 4:45. Wish there was a magic solution for sleeping through the night. Wait. Guess there probably is, but it's a narcotic and I don't want the heavy stuff at this point. Will just keep taking the Tylenol PM and hope it starts working to keep me sleeping. Works great for getting to sleep.
It's starting to get light in the East, and it looks like I've rambled on enough. Have a glorious Sunday and I'll be chatting with you tomorrow.
Love to All,
L
Saturday, August 20, 2011
2 down - 3 and a hole to go
Just came in from having a cup of tea on the south deck, and Fall is definitely in the air. It's about 58 outside with a very light haze on the mountain. At the risk of making you jealous, I have to tell you that before going out I had a bowl of cantelope and watermelon from Rocky Ford. Yum, yum, yum. It was so sweet, juicy and delicious. Wish you could all have joined me!
The first radiation treatment went smooth as silk yesterday and I was so excited when Dr. Chen and Dr. Fields came in and told me I'd done very well ... and that they'd blasted the one bad actor in the back of the brain right out of the theatre. His contract has been cancelled and he's out of there for good! Yes!!!
I have treatments every day next week, fortunately late enough in the day that Jerry and I will go up each day and be able to return home. Tambo will be in Denver on Thursday and Friday, so we'll stay overnight Thursday in order to visit.
We talked about a short round of golf this morning, but I think we'll probably put it off until next week. Monday Dr. Chen will be hitting the tumor in the right eye, so I'm hoping that will help totally clear up my eyesight. When I told Dr. C and Dr. Fields that I'd like to play golf, Dr. Chen gave his blessing just cautioning me to take it easy and not to overdo. He also gave me the list of what COULD be side effects, ending with "but I don't think you're going to have any of those problems." I agreed with him and, thus far, it has proved to be true. I do have a little headache this morning, but certainly no worse than a slight hang-over. Not that I've ever had a hangover ... or at least never a slight one. :-)
My Jerry just got up, so I'm going to close for now. Have a magnificent weekend, hug your loved ones and tell them you love them every chance you get.
Loads of Love,
L
The first radiation treatment went smooth as silk yesterday and I was so excited when Dr. Chen and Dr. Fields came in and told me I'd done very well ... and that they'd blasted the one bad actor in the back of the brain right out of the theatre. His contract has been cancelled and he's out of there for good! Yes!!!
I have treatments every day next week, fortunately late enough in the day that Jerry and I will go up each day and be able to return home. Tambo will be in Denver on Thursday and Friday, so we'll stay overnight Thursday in order to visit.
We talked about a short round of golf this morning, but I think we'll probably put it off until next week. Monday Dr. Chen will be hitting the tumor in the right eye, so I'm hoping that will help totally clear up my eyesight. When I told Dr. C and Dr. Fields that I'd like to play golf, Dr. Chen gave his blessing just cautioning me to take it easy and not to overdo. He also gave me the list of what COULD be side effects, ending with "but I don't think you're going to have any of those problems." I agreed with him and, thus far, it has proved to be true. I do have a little headache this morning, but certainly no worse than a slight hang-over. Not that I've ever had a hangover ... or at least never a slight one. :-)
My Jerry just got up, so I'm going to close for now. Have a magnificent weekend, hug your loved ones and tell them you love them every chance you get.
Loads of Love,
L
Friday, August 19, 2011
Finally Friday
How I wish you could have all joined me this morning to watch our beautiful earth greet the sun rising in the east, and the glory of purple mountains majesty in the west. It's a great day to be alive! God is good.
The majority of the night was spent in my chair sleeping. This darned old cold is kicking my "you know what!" I did sleep almost 8 hours, though, which I think is a record for the last four weeks. Think I'll talk to the docs about some antibiotics or an inhaler today when we go up for radiation. I'm so excited to get started with the treatments.
Aunt Johanna and Jackie spent about 5 hours babysitting me yesterday while Jerry ran to Pueblo, did a bunch of chores for us as well as for his Mom. We had a delightful visit, reminicing about the 50's. It was such good, quality time and I so enjoyed it.
Please accept my apologies, though, because I should have been doing thank you notes and didn't. I promise. I'll get them done ... just not sure when. They may be computerized, simply because my hand writing isn't "up to snuff." Although, as my mother-in-law told me once, "You have beautiful handwriting, Linda. I just can't read it." I'm still trying to figure out if that was a compliment or an insult. :-)
Received a call from my niece, Michelle, yesterday and it was so good to hear from her. I haven't seen her in about a year. Also heard from my dear friend Pauletta, who lost her husband to cancer last summer. She may stop by on Sunday, provided we're here. It will be wonderful to put my arms around her and give her a great big hug. Wish I could do that with all of you!
Can't remember if I've asked for your prayers for some friends (and too lazy and ignorant about how this works to go back and look), but I would ask you to say a special prayer for Connie and Richard Pachelli who lost their son, Dominique, to kidney disease in February. They are such wonderful people and deserve all the prayers they can get. While their faith is strong, it has to be devistating to lose a child. Makes my situation look like a cake-walk.
Well, daylight's burniing so I better close and go get my shower. Have a phenomenal day and an even better weekend. Think I'll ask Dr. Chen if I can play some golf this weekend, provided the monsoons don't swamp us. If nothing else, it will be nice to ride around in the cart and enjoy the fresh air.
Love and Hugs,
L
The majority of the night was spent in my chair sleeping. This darned old cold is kicking my "you know what!" I did sleep almost 8 hours, though, which I think is a record for the last four weeks. Think I'll talk to the docs about some antibiotics or an inhaler today when we go up for radiation. I'm so excited to get started with the treatments.
Aunt Johanna and Jackie spent about 5 hours babysitting me yesterday while Jerry ran to Pueblo, did a bunch of chores for us as well as for his Mom. We had a delightful visit, reminicing about the 50's. It was such good, quality time and I so enjoyed it.
Please accept my apologies, though, because I should have been doing thank you notes and didn't. I promise. I'll get them done ... just not sure when. They may be computerized, simply because my hand writing isn't "up to snuff." Although, as my mother-in-law told me once, "You have beautiful handwriting, Linda. I just can't read it." I'm still trying to figure out if that was a compliment or an insult. :-)
Received a call from my niece, Michelle, yesterday and it was so good to hear from her. I haven't seen her in about a year. Also heard from my dear friend Pauletta, who lost her husband to cancer last summer. She may stop by on Sunday, provided we're here. It will be wonderful to put my arms around her and give her a great big hug. Wish I could do that with all of you!
Can't remember if I've asked for your prayers for some friends (and too lazy and ignorant about how this works to go back and look), but I would ask you to say a special prayer for Connie and Richard Pachelli who lost their son, Dominique, to kidney disease in February. They are such wonderful people and deserve all the prayers they can get. While their faith is strong, it has to be devistating to lose a child. Makes my situation look like a cake-walk.
Well, daylight's burniing so I better close and go get my shower. Have a phenomenal day and an even better weekend. Think I'll ask Dr. Chen if I can play some golf this weekend, provided the monsoons don't swamp us. If nothing else, it will be nice to ride around in the cart and enjoy the fresh air.
Love and Hugs,
L
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Happy Thursday!
Good morning world. Is everyone up and at 'em? If not, that's okay. I'm just up ... not at 'em yet. Been kind of a long night. Both Jerry and I had trouble sleeping. Unfortunately, he has to go to town today and won't be able to nap until this afternoon. I, on the the other hand, plan on jumping in the shower in about 30 minutes, then crawling into warm comfies and laying my head back in my chair and probably snoozing most of the day. Can YOU say lazy bones? :-)
Yesterday was also a slug day. Other than visiting a bit with my sister-cousin Wally, I did absolutely nothing! Meant to write thank you notes ... and didn't even get them out. Will try to get that accomplished today. I've been very remiss because I've received such wonderful things from so many and appreciate each and every thing. My sister and brother-in-law, Sherry & Leo, sent a really cool a frog dish which is a small southwest bowl that you put foliage and a flower in, then fill with water. Once the flora dies, you add more.
Wally brought a cheese pie to us with Amaretto cherry topping. Don't tell Misti, but we both ate not one but two pieces yesterday. Delicious!!! No wonder the scales showed a pound and a half gain this morning. Probably not the right weight to gain, but then every little pound counts. Still trying to get my head around the fact that I'm supposed to be gaining weight.
Tomorrow is the big day. First radiation treatment ... and I can hardly wait to get this show on the road. The sooner we get it done, the sooner I'll be well. I know I'm on the way due to all the love and prayers flying this way. Keep 'em coming because I can feel them.
Eyes getting tired now, so I'll close. Again, please have a phenomenal day, be safe and kind to yourselves. Stop, look and enjoy mother Earth and all those dear to you.
Much Love,
L
Yesterday was also a slug day. Other than visiting a bit with my sister-cousin Wally, I did absolutely nothing! Meant to write thank you notes ... and didn't even get them out. Will try to get that accomplished today. I've been very remiss because I've received such wonderful things from so many and appreciate each and every thing. My sister and brother-in-law, Sherry & Leo, sent a really cool a frog dish which is a small southwest bowl that you put foliage and a flower in, then fill with water. Once the flora dies, you add more.
Wally brought a cheese pie to us with Amaretto cherry topping. Don't tell Misti, but we both ate not one but two pieces yesterday. Delicious!!! No wonder the scales showed a pound and a half gain this morning. Probably not the right weight to gain, but then every little pound counts. Still trying to get my head around the fact that I'm supposed to be gaining weight.
Tomorrow is the big day. First radiation treatment ... and I can hardly wait to get this show on the road. The sooner we get it done, the sooner I'll be well. I know I'm on the way due to all the love and prayers flying this way. Keep 'em coming because I can feel them.
Eyes getting tired now, so I'll close. Again, please have a phenomenal day, be safe and kind to yourselves. Stop, look and enjoy mother Earth and all those dear to you.
Much Love,
L
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Fall is in the air
Dear Ones,
Good morning once more from sunny Colorado City. We got home about 9:15 last night after a long and grueling day at UCH. Our morning started at 7:30 at the Lions Eye Center. Seems like we were running late all day long. The 10:00 appt w/rad oncology didn't happen until 10:40, where they made the mask for my targeted radiation which (good, good news) starts on Friday. We'll go up Friday PM, have the treatment at 4:00 and be able to come on home for the weekend. They'll also have my schedule for next week. Don't know if it will be 3 or 4 days, but I'm really jazzed that we're starting so soon. The faster those little emoters are out of my head, the better.
After the mask was made, which took about 45 minutes, it was back to the Eye Center so they could check my optic nerves to insure no damage had occurred. Once again good news. They are both in good shape. Dr. D also spoke briefly with us, encouraging us that he has several patients with the same problems I have that he has been treating for over 7 years.
At 3:00 Dr. Kindt, my neurosurgeon (master surgeon I might add), removed my bling (so sad ... I no longer have my tiara) and I learned that you all can truly call me a hard head. I have a titanium plate and screws where the bone was removed. Jerry said he told me after surgery, but I sure don't remember it. Hope that's the only thing I missed! Both Dr. Kindt and Dr. Roberts got a little excited when I told them about the radiation. They wouldn't let me leave until they checked w/Dr. Chen to insure they weren't doing a whole brain radiation. After learning it is definitely targeted, they settled down and were totally on board with it.
So. After that we went downstairs to radiology for another MRI at 5:00 to assist rad oncology when they begin on Friday. The tech, Lee, who did the MRI was originally from Jackson Hole, WY, so we had lots to talk about. When she put the IV in for the contrast the vein blew and she felt so bad. Kept apologizing over and over. I tried to convince her it was no big deal, but she wasn't a happy camper!
Okay. Enough about me. How are all of YOU doing? I hope everything is beautiful in your life as it is in mine, and above all I wish you love, laughter and happiness.
Have a phenomenal day!!
Loads of Love
L
Good morning once more from sunny Colorado City. We got home about 9:15 last night after a long and grueling day at UCH. Our morning started at 7:30 at the Lions Eye Center. Seems like we were running late all day long. The 10:00 appt w/rad oncology didn't happen until 10:40, where they made the mask for my targeted radiation which (good, good news) starts on Friday. We'll go up Friday PM, have the treatment at 4:00 and be able to come on home for the weekend. They'll also have my schedule for next week. Don't know if it will be 3 or 4 days, but I'm really jazzed that we're starting so soon. The faster those little emoters are out of my head, the better.
After the mask was made, which took about 45 minutes, it was back to the Eye Center so they could check my optic nerves to insure no damage had occurred. Once again good news. They are both in good shape. Dr. D also spoke briefly with us, encouraging us that he has several patients with the same problems I have that he has been treating for over 7 years.
At 3:00 Dr. Kindt, my neurosurgeon (master surgeon I might add), removed my bling (so sad ... I no longer have my tiara) and I learned that you all can truly call me a hard head. I have a titanium plate and screws where the bone was removed. Jerry said he told me after surgery, but I sure don't remember it. Hope that's the only thing I missed! Both Dr. Kindt and Dr. Roberts got a little excited when I told them about the radiation. They wouldn't let me leave until they checked w/Dr. Chen to insure they weren't doing a whole brain radiation. After learning it is definitely targeted, they settled down and were totally on board with it.
So. After that we went downstairs to radiology for another MRI at 5:00 to assist rad oncology when they begin on Friday. The tech, Lee, who did the MRI was originally from Jackson Hole, WY, so we had lots to talk about. When she put the IV in for the contrast the vein blew and she felt so bad. Kept apologizing over and over. I tried to convince her it was no big deal, but she wasn't a happy camper!
Okay. Enough about me. How are all of YOU doing? I hope everything is beautiful in your life as it is in mine, and above all I wish you love, laughter and happiness.
Have a phenomenal day!!
Loads of Love
L
Monday, August 15, 2011
Plan of Attack
Hi All,
It's been a busy but very productive day here in sunny Denver. We left home at 07:00 and met Bobby who had surprised us by driving up last night. He was snoozing in the hotel when I called him at 04:45 rather than being on the road. So ... I didn't worry last night because I had no idea he was on the road, and was able to get dressed, packed, etc. without worry knowing he was safely here. He wanted to be in on these two important appts with Dr. Chen (radiation oncologist) and Dr. Lam, the leader of the team.
At the tumor board meeting this morning, the team made recommendations and both Dr. Chen and Dr. Lam are recommending targeted radiation on the brain to begin the process. Seems there is one more little nasty little actor that they discovered with the last MRI in the back of the brain on the right side. So, that makes four to boot out of my theatre. Radiation will start next week and Dr. Chen hasn't decided exactly how many bouts we'll do. Could be anywhere from 3 to 5, but from the sounds of things I don't think it will be a really big deal. Worst case scenerio is that I could lose the sight in my right eye eventually. As I told Dr. Chen, though, I still have the left eye, and it's a nice eye. There's a whole lot of people out there who live very well with one eye. Biggest bummer is that we'll probably have to be in Denver all next week. Small price to pay.
After a week or two of recovery from the radiation, we'll come back to meet with Dr. Lam who will start the systemic therapy. I keep calling it chemo, but it is systemic. Approved drug specific to kidney cancer. Evidently, as I keep hearing more and more, kidney cancer is a very unique critter. The therapy will be in pill form, something like 4 pills taken 4 times per day. It has been quite successful in reducing the size of the tumors not only in the kidney but the mets, as well. My lungs are pretty overwhelmed with tumors, a couple of them fairly good sized. There is no way to radiate the lungs with any hope of getting them all. The systemic therapy seems the very best way to roust them out.
Surgery to remove the kidney/primary tumor is off the table for the time being. We'll have to see how the systemic treatment works. If it works well, then there will probably not be a surgery. If not, well then we'll have to reassess.
The side effects from the systemic therapy aren't all that daunting. Biggest risk is to the heart, so we'll have to keep a close eye on blood pressure. It could also affect the thyroid, even killing it. Mama lived for 32 years without her thyroid, so that's no big deal.
Tomorrow morning we meet with the opthomology oncologist, have the radiation mapping done, have my staples removed at 3:00 and another MRI at 5:00. Because we'll be here all next week, we're going to go home tomorrow night rather than trying to get to Colby and Healy.
Well, I think you're all filled in and know all we know. Please keep those prayers coming. With those and the help of our Lord and Savior, I'm getting well!
Love to All
L
It's been a busy but very productive day here in sunny Denver. We left home at 07:00 and met Bobby who had surprised us by driving up last night. He was snoozing in the hotel when I called him at 04:45 rather than being on the road. So ... I didn't worry last night because I had no idea he was on the road, and was able to get dressed, packed, etc. without worry knowing he was safely here. He wanted to be in on these two important appts with Dr. Chen (radiation oncologist) and Dr. Lam, the leader of the team.
At the tumor board meeting this morning, the team made recommendations and both Dr. Chen and Dr. Lam are recommending targeted radiation on the brain to begin the process. Seems there is one more little nasty little actor that they discovered with the last MRI in the back of the brain on the right side. So, that makes four to boot out of my theatre. Radiation will start next week and Dr. Chen hasn't decided exactly how many bouts we'll do. Could be anywhere from 3 to 5, but from the sounds of things I don't think it will be a really big deal. Worst case scenerio is that I could lose the sight in my right eye eventually. As I told Dr. Chen, though, I still have the left eye, and it's a nice eye. There's a whole lot of people out there who live very well with one eye. Biggest bummer is that we'll probably have to be in Denver all next week. Small price to pay.
After a week or two of recovery from the radiation, we'll come back to meet with Dr. Lam who will start the systemic therapy. I keep calling it chemo, but it is systemic. Approved drug specific to kidney cancer. Evidently, as I keep hearing more and more, kidney cancer is a very unique critter. The therapy will be in pill form, something like 4 pills taken 4 times per day. It has been quite successful in reducing the size of the tumors not only in the kidney but the mets, as well. My lungs are pretty overwhelmed with tumors, a couple of them fairly good sized. There is no way to radiate the lungs with any hope of getting them all. The systemic therapy seems the very best way to roust them out.
Surgery to remove the kidney/primary tumor is off the table for the time being. We'll have to see how the systemic treatment works. If it works well, then there will probably not be a surgery. If not, well then we'll have to reassess.
The side effects from the systemic therapy aren't all that daunting. Biggest risk is to the heart, so we'll have to keep a close eye on blood pressure. It could also affect the thyroid, even killing it. Mama lived for 32 years without her thyroid, so that's no big deal.
Tomorrow morning we meet with the opthomology oncologist, have the radiation mapping done, have my staples removed at 3:00 and another MRI at 5:00. Because we'll be here all next week, we're going to go home tomorrow night rather than trying to get to Colby and Healy.
Well, I think you're all filled in and know all we know. Please keep those prayers coming. With those and the help of our Lord and Savior, I'm getting well!
Love to All
L
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Up and At 'Em
Once again, check out the time. Beginning to think I'm being very slothful sleeping in so late! In defense, I was up from 03:30 to 05:00, so perhaps can be forgiven for snoozing in this morning. It is lightly overcast and cool, and I just couldn't seem to drag myself out of our nice warm bed and away from the cuddles with JW, Saturn and Venus.
Really good news when I hit the scales today. I've gained 2.2 lbs since yesterday. I am having a slight problem wrapping my head around the fact that I'm excited to GAIN weight. After 59 years of trying to lose, it just seems backwards somehow. At any rate, the gain tells me we're winning the battle and I'm getting well.
I've received two books from friends at CSVNH. Both are by Charles Capps. God's Creative Power and The Tongue, a Creative Force. The basic premise is that what comes out of your mouth shall be. If you say you're sick ... you will be sick. If you say you're well ... you will be well. The power of positive thinking. And I am well. The bad actors are being kicked out of my theater and will be a thing of the past very shortly!
Not sure I'll get anything posted tomorrow. We're planning on leaving here around 06:30 to head to UCH for the appts on Monday and Tuesday. Oh wait ... we have a laptop now. Maybe I can Blog in the car. We'll see.
Love and hugs to all of you. Have a beautiful Sunday and be kind to yourselves. Stop, smell the roses, enjoy the beauty of our earth and wrap your arms around someone you love.
L
Really good news when I hit the scales today. I've gained 2.2 lbs since yesterday. I am having a slight problem wrapping my head around the fact that I'm excited to GAIN weight. After 59 years of trying to lose, it just seems backwards somehow. At any rate, the gain tells me we're winning the battle and I'm getting well.
I've received two books from friends at CSVNH. Both are by Charles Capps. God's Creative Power and The Tongue, a Creative Force. The basic premise is that what comes out of your mouth shall be. If you say you're sick ... you will be sick. If you say you're well ... you will be well. The power of positive thinking. And I am well. The bad actors are being kicked out of my theater and will be a thing of the past very shortly!
Not sure I'll get anything posted tomorrow. We're planning on leaving here around 06:30 to head to UCH for the appts on Monday and Tuesday. Oh wait ... we have a laptop now. Maybe I can Blog in the car. We'll see.
Love and hugs to all of you. Have a beautiful Sunday and be kind to yourselves. Stop, smell the roses, enjoy the beauty of our earth and wrap your arms around someone you love.
L
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Weekend Fun
Holy Snickies! (To quote Jack Black) Can you believe the time? I've only been up about 30 minutes, after a luxurious night of sleep. Got up at 1:30 for about an hour to see if any meteors were visible. Unfortunately NASA, the scientists, in fact everyone was correct. The moon was just too bright to allow any viewing. Didn't see a one ... but I did see the Man, the Lady with the Long Hair, Little Orphan Annie and the Rabbit Holding the Package in the moon. No, of course not all at once. You have to look for them one by one. Except the Man, of course. He is always there.
Yesterday was a great day. Slept a little, had a visit from Aunt Jackie, who babysat me while Jerry and Misti ran some errands; my cousin Patrick stopped by for awhile and we had a wonderful visit, and then we watched Lady and the Tramp.
Our wonderful florist and friend, Cindy Bailey, delivered two beautiful bouquets of flowers ... one from my Sis, brother-in-law and nephew in Seattle of yellow daisies, purple flocks and mums in a very unique vase ... and one from Spanish Peaks Regional Health Center, my employer. It is in a glass vase with Chinese glass balls and has white miniture roses which are already starting to open, babies breathe and small purple carnations. Both bouquets brighten up the house and I so appreciate them. If I can figue it out, I'll attach the pics we took of them when they arrived.
Okay, I'm officially computer illiterate! Tried to figure out how to attach the pics, lost the blog, and had to have our Misti show me how to get it back. Sooooo ... if and when I ever figure it out I'll attach pics. BTW if anyone knows how, I'm not adverse to a lesson or two. :-)
Love and hugs to all of you. Have a phenomenal weekend and I'll be talking Blogging with you tomorrow, if not sooner.
L
Yesterday was a great day. Slept a little, had a visit from Aunt Jackie, who babysat me while Jerry and Misti ran some errands; my cousin Patrick stopped by for awhile and we had a wonderful visit, and then we watched Lady and the Tramp.
Our wonderful florist and friend, Cindy Bailey, delivered two beautiful bouquets of flowers ... one from my Sis, brother-in-law and nephew in Seattle of yellow daisies, purple flocks and mums in a very unique vase ... and one from Spanish Peaks Regional Health Center, my employer. It is in a glass vase with Chinese glass balls and has white miniture roses which are already starting to open, babies breathe and small purple carnations. Both bouquets brighten up the house and I so appreciate them. If I can figue it out, I'll attach the pics we took of them when they arrived.
Okay, I'm officially computer illiterate! Tried to figure out how to attach the pics, lost the blog, and had to have our Misti show me how to get it back. Sooooo ... if and when I ever figure it out I'll attach pics. BTW if anyone knows how, I'm not adverse to a lesson or two. :-)
Love and hugs to all of you. Have a phenomenal weekend and I'll be
L
Friday, August 12, 2011
There's no place like home.
Good morning all,
I hope you are having a wonderful morning and that the beauty of our earth is as available to you as it is to us. We've had quite a bit of moisture in Southern Colorado this past week and looking out to the south and west, it is so green it almost hurts your eyes! A good hurt, though, so we'll suffer and just enjoy.
Great night last night. To bed and to sleep about 10:15 ... only wakened once about 02:45, got up and had a cup of tea, Saturn got on my lap and loved me then back to bed at 3:00 to snuggle with Saturn, Venus and my Jerry. It just doesn't get much better than that!
At any rate, all that sleep has really helped and I feel phenomenal today. BTW, our son-in-law Bruce was sent home from the ER last evening. They didn't feel it was appendix ... not sure what it was, though. Tammi says he's still feeling a little puny in the back and head, but his stomach feels fine this morning. Many thanks for the prayers. They sure do work.
Please have a beautiful day and I'll be blogging with you probably tomorrow.
Loads of Love,
L
I hope you are having a wonderful morning and that the beauty of our earth is as available to you as it is to us. We've had quite a bit of moisture in Southern Colorado this past week and looking out to the south and west, it is so green it almost hurts your eyes! A good hurt, though, so we'll suffer and just enjoy.
Great night last night. To bed and to sleep about 10:15 ... only wakened once about 02:45, got up and had a cup of tea, Saturn got on my lap and loved me then back to bed at 3:00 to snuggle with Saturn, Venus and my Jerry. It just doesn't get much better than that!
At any rate, all that sleep has really helped and I feel phenomenal today. BTW, our son-in-law Bruce was sent home from the ER last evening. They didn't feel it was appendix ... not sure what it was, though. Tammi says he's still feeling a little puny in the back and head, but his stomach feels fine this morning. Many thanks for the prayers. They sure do work.
Please have a beautiful day and I'll be blogging with you probably tomorrow.
Loads of Love,
L
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Over the mad
Second time today. This isn't turning out exactly like I planned the blog ... but find it is quite comforting to correspond with all of you this way.
First of all ... Congrats to Sherry & Mark Gomez on their anniversary yesterday. They missed the excitement in Walsenburg with the fugitives, and that is probably a good thing.
We arrived home from Denver this afternoon about 4:00. Docs found nothing wrong with my heart which is a blessing. Just took a wonderful shower, and loved our kitties. Misti fixed an awesome veggie quesidilla and I'm stuffed! We're sitting here enjoying being home; the cool, rain and looking out at our mountain.
We'll be returning to Denver on Monday. Have an appt with my primary oncologist, Dr. Lam, who is presenting my case to the tumor board at 7:00 that day. Before we meet w/her, though, we're going to meet with the radiology oncology team to deterimine what the course of treatment will be ... chemo, targeted radiation (a one time shot to the brain to clean up any nasty little Thespians left over from the surgery, etc.) Tuesday we see the radiation optomologist and, depending on Monday's outcome, possibly the radiation oncologist again for radiation mapping. There will be many decisions to make next week, but I'm trusting in my team of doctors and the Lord's guidance.
After Tuesday's last appt, we're going to make a quick road trip to Colby and Healy. I feel the need to visit Grandpa and Grandma, Scotty, Aunt Ide, Mama, Stan, etc. Then hoping to run to Farmington on Friday (surprise Barb!) provided the old body is up to the trip.
One more request for prayers. Our son-in-law Bruce, Tammi's husband, is currently in the ER in Gillette with his appendix (sp?). Went outside and asked God just exactly what this family has done! The hits just keep on coming. Think I'll be glad to see August come to a close. :-)
Okay. Eyes are getting tired so will close for now. Love to you all.
L
First of all ... Congrats to Sherry & Mark Gomez on their anniversary yesterday. They missed the excitement in Walsenburg with the fugitives, and that is probably a good thing.
We arrived home from Denver this afternoon about 4:00. Docs found nothing wrong with my heart which is a blessing. Just took a wonderful shower, and loved our kitties. Misti fixed an awesome veggie quesidilla and I'm stuffed! We're sitting here enjoying being home; the cool, rain and looking out at our mountain.
We'll be returning to Denver on Monday. Have an appt with my primary oncologist, Dr. Lam, who is presenting my case to the tumor board at 7:00 that day. Before we meet w/her, though, we're going to meet with the radiology oncology team to deterimine what the course of treatment will be ... chemo, targeted radiation (a one time shot to the brain to clean up any nasty little Thespians left over from the surgery, etc.) Tuesday we see the radiation optomologist and, depending on Monday's outcome, possibly the radiation oncologist again for radiation mapping. There will be many decisions to make next week, but I'm trusting in my team of doctors and the Lord's guidance.
After Tuesday's last appt, we're going to make a quick road trip to Colby and Healy. I feel the need to visit Grandpa and Grandma, Scotty, Aunt Ide, Mama, Stan, etc. Then hoping to run to Farmington on Friday (surprise Barb!) provided the old body is up to the trip.
One more request for prayers. Our son-in-law Bruce, Tammi's husband, is currently in the ER in Gillette with his appendix (sp?). Went outside and asked God just exactly what this family has done! The hits just keep on coming. Think I'll be glad to see August come to a close. :-)
Okay. Eyes are getting tired so will close for now. Love to you all.
L
Now I'm PO'd!
Good morning,
Need to ask for some positive good vibes to be sent this way. Yesterday after visiting with you all on the Blog, had to waken Jerry Wayne who called the EMT's for me because my heart decided to be a turncoat! When our awesome EMT's got to the house, I was in a-fib. It's my firm belief that it happened because the docs had changed my meds; I became overly tired on Tuesday due to excitement of going home, etc. Unfortunately, for the first time through all this, I really got pissed off! Not a good thing. That just causes negative feelings and the negatives need to be booted out! Since I allowed myself to be angry, I've had more pain. Just proves that positive karma is much better for us than negative.
Our super Rye EMT's took me to Walsenburg ER where my PCP, Dr. Mike Moll, conferenced with the doctors here in Denver and sent me on up via ambulance. Consequently, I'm laying in the hospital at UCH this morning looking north out the Cardiac floor. Sure hoping they send me home today, though, because I'm quite stable, the ticker converted back to normal sinus rythm on its own yesterday, and once more I feel like a phony taking up a bed when someone really sick should be in here.
Don't know how many of you saw the news yesterday about the Dougherty siblings, but it was a totally surreal day! I was in the ER at Walsenburg being cared for by my extended family at the facility. Many thanks to Dr. Mosby, Jay, Dr. Mike, and my many friends who stopped in for hugs ... I told them I was missing everyone so much that I just had to go see them :-)). At any rate, ER had to boot me upstairs to Acute because they brought the fugitives into the ER at Walsenburg. You can't believe the number of law enforcement officials at the hospital!
My ambulance EMT, Suzanne, was the one who took care of the sister after she was shot. She said she felt all three of those kids just got into a situation from which they couldn't escape and made some really bad choices. Please say a few prayers for them. They are so young!
Well friends and family ... enuf about me. Have a phenomenal day and I'll try to update you either later today or first thing in the morning. Keep your fingers crossed that I'm blogging from Colorado City next time.
Love to all ...
L
Need to ask for some positive good vibes to be sent this way. Yesterday after visiting with you all on the Blog, had to waken Jerry Wayne who called the EMT's for me because my heart decided to be a turncoat! When our awesome EMT's got to the house, I was in a-fib. It's my firm belief that it happened because the docs had changed my meds; I became overly tired on Tuesday due to excitement of going home, etc. Unfortunately, for the first time through all this, I really got pissed off! Not a good thing. That just causes negative feelings and the negatives need to be booted out! Since I allowed myself to be angry, I've had more pain. Just proves that positive karma is much better for us than negative.
Our super Rye EMT's took me to Walsenburg ER where my PCP, Dr. Mike Moll, conferenced with the doctors here in Denver and sent me on up via ambulance. Consequently, I'm laying in the hospital at UCH this morning looking north out the Cardiac floor. Sure hoping they send me home today, though, because I'm quite stable, the ticker converted back to normal sinus rythm on its own yesterday, and once more I feel like a phony taking up a bed when someone really sick should be in here.
Don't know how many of you saw the news yesterday about the Dougherty siblings, but it was a totally surreal day! I was in the ER at Walsenburg being cared for by my extended family at the facility. Many thanks to Dr. Mosby, Jay, Dr. Mike, and my many friends who stopped in for hugs ... I told them I was missing everyone so much that I just had to go see them :-)). At any rate, ER had to boot me upstairs to Acute because they brought the fugitives into the ER at Walsenburg. You can't believe the number of law enforcement officials at the hospital!
My ambulance EMT, Suzanne, was the one who took care of the sister after she was shot. She said she felt all three of those kids just got into a situation from which they couldn't escape and made some really bad choices. Please say a few prayers for them. They are so young!
Well friends and family ... enuf about me. Have a phenomenal day and I'll try to update you either later today or first thing in the morning. Keep your fingers crossed that I'm blogging from Colorado City next time.
Love to all ...
L
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
There's NO place like home!
Good morning dear friends and phenomenal family,
We arrived home about 4:30 yesterday afternoon after stopping a few minutes to see Jerry's Mom in Pueblo. Home has never looked so good! Both Saturn and Venus seemed pretty happy to see us ... although Aunt Jackie has taken wonderful care of them. They both slept snuggled on my right side last night ... with Jerry snuggled on my left. What a wonderful feeling to sleep in my own bed with all three of them right there. Misti and Jerry picked up a "wedge" for me and I slept on that ... just not sure that's going to be the right thing. Had a little bit of discomfort this morning when I wakened, so took a couple Tyenol and that seems to have relieved it ... along with the steroid. I'll be really glad when I can get off those things. For now, though, they're helping. Docs in Denver took me off the Atenalol I've been on for 15 yrs for PAT/SVT and put me on another BP med. They're a little concerned that my BP is too low. I think I may have been having some tachacardia last night ... but don't want to jump to conclusions and become a hypochondriac. I've found it's pretty easy to start worrying and dwelling on myself which doesn't do even one bit of good!
Coming home yesteday it felt like we'd been gone a month! The prairies were so green they hurt your eyes. Sun will be up shortly in beautiful Southern Colorado and I can hardly wait to see the purple (pink) mountain's majesty of the Greenhorn and the Spanish Peaks. Aunt Jackie and my good friend Kathy Timmons came by briefly to say hi and it was so wonderful to see them both.
Many thanks to Bobby, Tammi, Misti, Jerry , and everyone who's kept you up to date on this blog. Please keep in mind that JW and I are trying to learn a new laptop ... Windows 7 ... how to blog ... etc. It's often difficult to "teach an old dog new tricks" as I'm sure the kids wll attest. But they've been very patient and kind ... allowing us to call at the drop of a hat to find out what we're doing wrong.
Blessings to you all. I'm going to close for now, take my tea and go sit on the deck to watch the sunrise. Hopefully the ghost baby, bear and deer will stay in the greenbelt. Have a beautiful day.
Loads and Loads of Love,
L
We arrived home about 4:30 yesterday afternoon after stopping a few minutes to see Jerry's Mom in Pueblo. Home has never looked so good! Both Saturn and Venus seemed pretty happy to see us ... although Aunt Jackie has taken wonderful care of them. They both slept snuggled on my right side last night ... with Jerry snuggled on my left. What a wonderful feeling to sleep in my own bed with all three of them right there. Misti and Jerry picked up a "wedge" for me and I slept on that ... just not sure that's going to be the right thing. Had a little bit of discomfort this morning when I wakened, so took a couple Tyenol and that seems to have relieved it ... along with the steroid. I'll be really glad when I can get off those things. For now, though, they're helping. Docs in Denver took me off the Atenalol I've been on for 15 yrs for PAT/SVT and put me on another BP med. They're a little concerned that my BP is too low. I think I may have been having some tachacardia last night ... but don't want to jump to conclusions and become a hypochondriac. I've found it's pretty easy to start worrying and dwelling on myself which doesn't do even one bit of good!
Coming home yesteday it felt like we'd been gone a month! The prairies were so green they hurt your eyes. Sun will be up shortly in beautiful Southern Colorado and I can hardly wait to see the purple (pink) mountain's majesty of the Greenhorn and the Spanish Peaks. Aunt Jackie and my good friend Kathy Timmons came by briefly to say hi and it was so wonderful to see them both.
Many thanks to Bobby, Tammi, Misti, Jerry , and everyone who's kept you up to date on this blog. Please keep in mind that JW and I are trying to learn a new laptop ... Windows 7 ... how to blog ... etc. It's often difficult to "teach an old dog new tricks" as I'm sure the kids wll attest. But they've been very patient and kind ... allowing us to call at the drop of a hat to find out what we're doing wrong.
Blessings to you all. I'm going to close for now, take my tea and go sit on the deck to watch the sunrise. Hopefully the ghost baby, bear and deer will stay in the greenbelt. Have a beautiful day.
Loads and Loads of Love,
L
Monday, August 8, 2011
Going home?
Hi everyone -
Tammi here. Dr. Leong was by and said Linda might be ready to go home today or tomorrow. She has 4 goals:
Dr. Green is here now with prelim pathology which supports the previous theory of renal cell carcinoma. The team will discuss treatment options and talk with Dr. Lam; a urologist will come by and see Linda, treatment may be removal of kidney in combination with chemo. The surgery might be outpatient, or might involve an overnight stay. Linda will be set up with outpatient visits w/ urology. Dr. Green also suggested Linda will probably go home tomorrow.
Then they devolved into discussions of Broadway plays - Phantom, In the Heights, Rent, Cats, etc. You know how Linda is about Andrew Lloyd Webber!
After a number of visitors (Wally and Aunt Johanna, Kimmie, Steve and Gail), Linda's ready for a nap. She has an ice pack (again trying to wean off pain meds) and willl relax as soon as the CNA is done with vitals.
That's all for now. Keep the prayers and love flowing. Tammi
Tammi here. Dr. Leong was by and said Linda might be ready to go home today or tomorrow. She has 4 goals:
- Bowel movement (we all know how important that is!)
- Pain control - she's been on narcotics so far, and they want to wean her to lesser meds
- Walk - she's been doing well, and they want her to keep up the good work
- Treatment plan - figure out a plan of care for the next few days.
Dr. Green is here now with prelim pathology which supports the previous theory of renal cell carcinoma. The team will discuss treatment options and talk with Dr. Lam; a urologist will come by and see Linda, treatment may be removal of kidney in combination with chemo. The surgery might be outpatient, or might involve an overnight stay. Linda will be set up with outpatient visits w/ urology. Dr. Green also suggested Linda will probably go home tomorrow.
Then they devolved into discussions of Broadway plays - Phantom, In the Heights, Rent, Cats, etc. You know how Linda is about Andrew Lloyd Webber!
After a number of visitors (Wally and Aunt Johanna, Kimmie, Steve and Gail), Linda's ready for a nap. She has an ice pack (again trying to wean off pain meds) and willl relax as soon as the CNA is done with vitals.
That's all for now. Keep the prayers and love flowing. Tammi
Sunday, August 7, 2011
3rd Day Post Op
Good morninng All,
It's a beautiful day in Denver ... Sun is shining, not a cloud in the sky, and life is good. Seems like we can see forever from this 11th floor room. In fact, Pikes Peak and Greenhorn are visible, which makes home feel so much closer.
Had a little more pain last night than previously ... but I think that's to be expected. Isn't really pain, just pressure. The staff here is managing it beautifully w/pain med and steroids. Must say though, the steroid look is not one I would recommend. Went on a date w/my Jerry, Tam and Misti last night and had dinner in the cafeteria. Tammi brought me a beautiful scarf which covered up the staples in my head, so I don't think I scared anyone too bad.
Hadn't really planned on writing each day in this, but find it is a bit of a catharsis. Makes me feel more connected with all of you. That's a good thing.
Blessings to you on this glorious Sunday. Have a phenomenal day.
Loads of Love,
Jerry & Lindy
It's a beautiful day in Denver ... Sun is shining, not a cloud in the sky, and life is good. Seems like we can see forever from this 11th floor room. In fact, Pikes Peak and Greenhorn are visible, which makes home feel so much closer.
Had a little more pain last night than previously ... but I think that's to be expected. Isn't really pain, just pressure. The staff here is managing it beautifully w/pain med and steroids. Must say though, the steroid look is not one I would recommend. Went on a date w/my Jerry, Tam and Misti last night and had dinner in the cafeteria. Tammi brought me a beautiful scarf which covered up the staples in my head, so I don't think I scared anyone too bad.
Hadn't really planned on writing each day in this, but find it is a bit of a catharsis. Makes me feel more connected with all of you. That's a good thing.
Blessings to you on this glorious Sunday. Have a phenomenal day.
Loads of Love,
Jerry & Lindy
Saturday, August 6, 2011
Post Surgery Report
Hi All,
Things are going great here at UCH! I feel like a phony laying in bed when I feel so good. Would not know they removed a brain tumor day before yesterday. I have virtually no pain whatsoever, and just little pressure. Feeling like a million bucks! Well ... maybe just a couple hundred thousand.
Bobby, Angie, John and Shauna are on the way back to Gillette today. Misti and Tammi are going to stay about a week. Misti's going to be my personal nutritionist (I'm so spoiled!) and Tammi's here to do all the running and make sure Jerry gets his rest and takes care of himself.
Don't know what we'd have done the last couple weeks without our kids and family. They are the most marvelous aspect of life!
Just want to thank everyone for the numerous cards, calls, thoughts and particularly prayers. Those prayers are what brought me through the surgery and through the night. Please keep 'em coming. As John says, the phantom has left the frontal lobe ... now we''ve got to remove Gastone from the kidney.
Blessing to all and again, thank you so much for everything.
L
Things are going great here at UCH! I feel like a phony laying in bed when I feel so good. Would not know they removed a brain tumor day before yesterday. I have virtually no pain whatsoever, and just little pressure. Feeling like a million bucks! Well ... maybe just a couple hundred thousand.
Bobby, Angie, John and Shauna are on the way back to Gillette today. Misti and Tammi are going to stay about a week. Misti's going to be my personal nutritionist (I'm so spoiled!) and Tammi's here to do all the running and make sure Jerry gets his rest and takes care of himself.
Don't know what we'd have done the last couple weeks without our kids and family. They are the most marvelous aspect of life!
Just want to thank everyone for the numerous cards, calls, thoughts and particularly prayers. Those prayers are what brought me through the surgery and through the night. Please keep 'em coming. As John says, the phantom has left the frontal lobe ... now we''ve got to remove Gastone from the kidney.
Blessing to all and again, thank you so much for everything.
L
Friday, August 5, 2011
recovery in SICU
good morning all.... quick update. Mom is in the Surgical ICU recovering from the removal of the tumor in her brain. She got done with surgery about 8 pm last night and is in good spirits this morning at the time of this post. We should know more about the next step of her treatment later this afternoon. Initial inspection of tissue while in the OR was inconclusive so when we know.... so will you. Oh yeah John (mom's brother) said last night that " The phantom of the frontal lobe has been removed from the theater". Mom would like to thank EVERYBODY and she contributes the fact that she awoke to a beautiful morning to the thoughts and prayers from all of you that have been concerned. So THANK YOU ALL!!!!!
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Waiting...
OK so....... Bobby again, We are waiting for an OR to come available and then mom will be in surgery. Scheduled for 3 pm however there has been an emergency surgery that has bumped moms original surgery time. Which mom says is a ok. By the way folks we figured it out and actually today, the 4th of August is the 36th anniversary of the day Mom and Dad met, which as it has turned out has been probably one of the most important days for this family. Dad and Mom have given this family the legacy of true love, of which we are all greatful for. Will update after surgery.
update 4 August 2011
Good morning all, this is Bobby. We are at the Anschutz inpatient complex at University of Colorado in Denver Colorado. The hospitalist Dr Roberts just informed us that mom will indeed be in surgery to remove the tumor that is in her brain. He is contacting optamology to hopefully take care of the tumor in her orbit at the same time however with such short notice there may be a scheduling conflict. Mom is in great spirits today with her pain being a 1/2 on a scale of 1 -10. We are all thankful that finally we are getting progress and results in this matter, being that the brain tumor is what is of immediate concern. Updates will follow today once mom is out of recovery. Thank you to everyone for your concern, support, and prayers. As mom said this morning "Today is a wonderful, wonderful day!"
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Off to Denver
For those not in the loop yet, we were knocked for somewhat of a loop when I was diagnosed last week with Stage IV kidney cancer which has spread to lungs and brain. That's the bad news. Good news is, we are going to beat this bad boy! The analogy we're using is that this is a very bad actor in my Theater. As director and producer, along with my assistant directors and a host of producers, we're gonna get this little wanna be Thespian's contract cancelled! As well as those of his "friends" 'cuz they're no friends of mine!
Will be posting all of the positive things that happen and hopefully just a very few negative. This is NOT a daily journal, nor are you on a list to receive auto updates. The site to access the blog, at your leisure, is http://lindawade13.blogspot.com/
Will be posting all of the positive things that happen and hopefully just a very few negative. This is NOT a daily journal, nor are you on a list to receive auto updates. The site to access the blog, at your leisure, is http://lindawade13.blogspot.com/
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